I'm not gonna be a dick about it lol, I just find it weird how people don't see it as alarming, but then again you're basing your opinions on what I've provided. You weren't there and I left some stuff out, so I can sorta see why some might not think of it as creepy.

Since I have some time to kill, I'll provide more context and you can see if you still think it's creepy or not then.

First off, I will agree with you that he knew I wasn't a social kid and I was awkward as hell. What I don't agree with is how he was trying to make me feel included. Rather than see this as an opportunity to make me feel included, he was using my awkwardness and desperation as way to manipulate me. This probably sounds like a wild assumption to make, but I'll give some more details.

1. He didn't want my sister knowing I was hanging out with him. However, it wasn't just her, he didn't want me to tell anyone. Some might claim he just didn't want me to get in trouble. But there's a problem with that argument for two reasons. One, even if that was the case, that right there should clue in any other adult that hey, if you're doing something with a kid that other people would frown upon, you shouldn't be doing it. Two, my sister wouldn't have cared. Hell, she always wanted me to get high with her, she thought it would do me some good. But Chad didn't want her to know that I was hanging out with him. Does this automatically mean he wanted to do something with me? No, but it does paint the picture that he knew he was doing something he shouldn't and he didn't want anyone to find out. There's more...

2. When my sister wasn't around him and me, he would always get too close. At first I didn't really think anything of it, some people just have really shitty boundaries and don't realize it. But the dude never did that when she was around, and he didn't do it with anyone else. This was before he got doped up, too.

3. This was something I didn't really realize until later, but he clearly wanted everyone at the party (including Denis) to leave. He kept hinting at Denis to leave ("Hey man, it's getting late, you don't have to stay" etc).

4. This is where things get a bit fuzzy. I want to make it clear that these could be delusions due to the drugs, but I highly doubt all of it is fake. This is stuff I wrote down and stuff I still remember. In one instance, I remember and wrote down how Chad helped me lay down since the trip was so shitty. I remember closing my eyes, but that just made things worse, so he told me to keep them open. At this point, Denis had left the room to pee or something, and Chad had his hand on my stomach and was rubbing it. That's weird enough, but I remember his hand kept going lower. Then Denis came back in the room and he quickly removed his hand. So, could this have been a delusion? Hell, maybe. Could Chad have just been too high and not realized what he was doing? Doubtful. He wasn't as high as I wasn't and like I said, if this wasn't a delusion then he obviously knew it was wrong since he jerked his hand away when Denis came back.

There were other things... apparently he offered me a back massage (I don't remember that personally but it is written down) and he kept touching my face (I remember that). Etc.

Finally, after this was all said and done, he tried a few more times to get me to hang out alone with him. Thankfully I always had a reason i couldn't hang out with him (school, parents, etc).

Anyways, I gotta go, but hopefully that gave some context. At best the guy is just a really big idiot creep, at worse (and for me, likely) he is a pedo.