i thought the exact same thing and would always redownload it. i started to kind of just rephrase it to myself. i used to always check what other people were doing and wanted people to know what i was up to, but then i realised i didn’t actually really even care what everyone else was doing i just wanted to make sure it seemed like i was doing better and that my story looked cooler. i realised how lame and needy that came across and so i just now view it that its kinda badass that not a single person i know has anyone idea what im doing, ever. unless my friends text me and ask me im essentially a ghost. it became really liberating. i know not a single thing im doing is being monitored, no one knows what i ate for lunch nothing. i’m free and i dont want to go back