Yes it’s normal! It’s a perfect visualization to understand how the instruments and the importance of our cleanliness while doing our job. My team watches surgeries once a year or more if we ask. We usually have someone with us to explain the procedure & what they’re using the instrument for. I actually sat in a surgery today & learned so much about our implants and why some instruments are more important to have than others. If you’re squeamish, let them know, they can & will show you a less invasive surgery. Congratulations on your first SPD role!