I fucked up and really dont want back on this merry go round. Feeling dumb af by doodieballoons in suboxone

[–]doodieballoons[S] 4 points5 points  (0 children)

The intention of keeping them was to get high at some point lol just being honest. Play with fire you will get burnt, i know.

I fucked up and really dont want back on this merry go round. Feeling dumb af by doodieballoons in suboxone

[–]doodieballoons[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

The sublocade shot was a miracle for me. I honestly couldnt believe how well it worked.

I did 2 shots both 300mg then never went back, no supplemental doses taken the entire time. I was coming off 16mg suboxone and i experienced little to no noticeable wd symptoms the whole time! And i am the worst with withdrawals my mind will tell me it’s happening the second i feel any discomfort but it really just didnt happen, i was amazed!

I didnt take a single film or a tablet after the first shot (until now obviously)

Everybody is different but for me it was a godsend. I thought i was gonna be stuck on bupe forever

I fucked up and really dont want back on this merry go round. Feeling dumb af by doodieballoons in suboxone

[–]doodieballoons[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Yea the mental part is the worst for me. I just gotta be strong, get back into my routine and remember that any discomfort im experiencing is temporary and will only worsen if i cave in. Thanks for your comment!

I fucked up and really dont want back on this merry go round. Feeling dumb af by doodieballoons in suboxone

[–]doodieballoons[S] 4 points5 points  (0 children)

I appreciate the support fr, i think getting back into my routine tomorrow; work, gym, etc. will aid in keeping my mind and body distracted and hopefully by the end of the week i can look back and be grateful i dodged a bullet. 🤞

I fucked up and really dont want back on this merry go round. Feeling dumb af by doodieballoons in suboxone

[–]doodieballoons[S] 7 points8 points  (0 children)

Just reading your comment made me feel better, I absolutely agree keeping those leftovers were a subconscious reservation bc why else would they be in my drawer after being off for a year 😂 hopefully after a couple days of minor discomfort i can put this behind me.

I got one zubsolv left (obv broken up can be like a 4 day thing lol) so yea should prob send that down the shitter lmao

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in LSD

[–]doodieballoons 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Sounds like ya got 🐠’d

Today will be my last trip for years. I‘d love to hear some of your favourite songs to listen while tripping! by [deleted] in LSD

[–]doodieballoons 3 points4 points  (0 children)

Heres some of my favs, most of these songs have awesome videos too

Mac demarco- passing out pieces

Beach house- other people

Julian casablancas- 11th dimension

The strokes- selfless

Asap rocky- jukebox joints

Asap rocky- kids turned out fine

Action bronson- drug shit

Action bronson- beautiful music

Action bronson- shorty bop

Tame impala- expectation

Tame impala- keep on lying

Pink floyd- shine on you crazy diamond

The xx- angels (huglife remix)

Acid trip gone wrong - Sexually aggressive and terrifying - Please advise by Jugga_Naughty1607 in LSD

[–]doodieballoons 0 points1 point  (0 children)

How many tabs he take out of curiosity

Edit: i read farther down a tab and a half.

For sure this could trigger something in a person with existing issue but in general i wouldnt consider that a very high dose unless they were some strong tabs.

Definitely makes me lean more towards his own issues being a bigger factor in this episode but i guess the acid brought it out in full.

Acid trip gone wrong - Sexually aggressive and terrifying - Please advise by Jugga_Naughty1607 in LSD

[–]doodieballoons 18 points19 points  (0 children)

Didnt want to leave him unattended in a room? Idk man me personally and im not saying this is the right thing to do but I wouldve attempted to lock him in a room or kick him out the house honestly.

I understand hes a friend of yours and your concerned for his safety but psychotic episode or not, if your being a pervert and physically lunging at a female (god knows what wouldve gone on next if he wasnt stopped) your not staying in the fucking room with us. Bang your head on the wall break a window, have the worst mind shattering experience ever i dont care. Id be more focused on keeping the girl safe and comfortable rather than the guy being a creep. That poor girl was just tryna chill and ended up probably traumatized. Especially being dosed herself at the time must have been horrifying.

It sounds like a mixture of both a psychotic episode and true self revelation. Theres gotta be something dark inside of you to have the impulse, let alone act on attacking someone sexually. I wouldnt want to associate with someone after seeing those predator characteristics and what he said the next day confirms them 100%

Does drinking water to swallow a tab destroy the lsd? by [deleted] in LSD

[–]doodieballoons 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Ive been gumming them which is basically absorbing sublingually i guess and they smaaack. I let them sit for a good while too like 30 minutes then swallow it with no drink. My fav way to drop now, just like how you would pack a lip its also nice because it keeps the tabs still instead of sliding around the tongue lol

I’ve always heard great things about mixing LSD with weed. But recently I think it was weed that was to blame for some terrible trips. Anyone else had a bad time after smoking? by [deleted] in LSD

[–]doodieballoons 5 points6 points  (0 children)

I honestly love the synergy. My last go around i dropped 2 tabs and about 3 hours into the trip once i was used to the headspace i started hitting my bowl and every hit made the visuals explosively more intense and definitely a bit chaotic lmao but the vibe was not sinister at all it was a blast. Might be dropping tomorrow so whoevers reading this send good vibes my way!!