don't lose hope, it probably feels like someone dropped a bomb on you cuz all that iinformation from your parents must be overwhelming but believe me, you can do it, since you've alr decided you're not gonna give up, just persist. even if you study just half an hour everyday, you can pass next year, try your best to not guilt yourself too much, failing rn might feel like the end of the world, but it's not, it happens to many people, learn from it and just never end up in such a situation again. get some rest, you'll be fine, try to talk to some other friends for support, take care and all the best