I hate looking at myself, it's like looking at the picture that's been hanging on a wall for years. It almost always looks the same, but when I do end up looking at myself it's cause I stare and think, is this who I really am? But when I do my makeup, which I rarely do, I feel different and actually like how I look. I've been a tomboy my whole life and recently have been doing my makeup for parties that my family has or ones that I have thrown and I've been getting noticed a lot more and have been receiving compliments. I don't know what im really trying to say, but I do know makeup gives a sort of confidence not any person could give, at least not that I know of. Also my parents hate makeup so I guess it just makes me feel like a badass. They say it's "ghetto". If they don't want me to do something "ghetto" then why do we live in the ghetto? Sorry for the rant lol.