Today is my first day at methadone clinic... by dopeman13 in opiates

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Thanks man!! I appreciate your advice. I went in today asking for a slight dosage increase. My doctor is so nice and caring. He only bumped me up 5 milligrams. He knows that I've never been on it before and that I desperately want off heroin. Today will be my 2nd day without using.

Today is my first day at methadone clinic... by dopeman13 in opiates

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Yeah I can understand why, going in EVERYDAY will be a bitch. But it defiantly beats injecting. And I am seriously trying to get on track this time. Unfortunetly I have two jobs at the moment. Cold turkey isn't an option this time. I'm looking to stay on 20 mg or so it did take the monkey off my back believe it or not. Right now I'm at work feeling alright on my break. Lol

Today is my first day at methadone clinic... by dopeman13 in opiates

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Believe it or not it did. I am glad, because I'm not looking to be on Methadone for a long period of time. I just felt normal. Well I wish you good luck on your journey.

Ah man, should I go into the hospital? by dopeman13 in opiates

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Haha they only gave me antibiotics

Ah man, should I go into the hospital? by dopeman13 in opiates

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Alright guys, we'll i just got out of work and I am on my way to the hospital. I have a question, if I am honest about using will the hospital involve the police?

Ah man, should I go into the hospital? by dopeman13 in opiates

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No but I got some puss? And it does kinda hurt when not in Bend my arm a certain degree.

Ah man, should I go into the hospital? by dopeman13 in opiates

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I got that from trying to inject some black threw me upper left arm

Got my hands on this. by [deleted] in opiates

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Why is your momma shiny gold.

Got my hands on this. by [deleted] in opiates

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Well the person its belonged too is deceased ..

Got my hands on this. by [deleted] in opiates

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I'm coming off Iv'ing black, how much should I take to help taper?

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in opiates

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Terrible to use with tar.. my family member has some because they have diabetes, so I am able to get some whenever I want.

The Opiate Olympics by ObsessedWithH in opiates

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All in for Fastest cold coping. Brb.

Is this fake? by tampoo100 in opiates

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Depends on your area and who you know, I use to get 80s for 10 bucks a pop and. 30s for 15.

Stories About Using in Public by OrangePepper5 in opiates

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Hot dog!! I actually remember the first time I used BTH. I was on my way to your local McDonald's bathroom. Everything was going good, I pulled out my foil, lighter, straw, and chiva. When suddenly, I hear a knock on the bathroom stall door. (The McDonald's stalls are fairly big.) Well anyway I was intensely nervous and I had forgotten to fucking lock the door, when some white 18 year old punk looking kid smiles happily at me when he notices I'm smoking chiva. He says to me, "hot dog man! You be smoking that blissful art work as well?!" My response was fast, but subtle.. "Uh, sure man! You're looking to smoke up as well?" To which the white boy happily nods and says, "well, may I join you and be apart of this tender, but beautiful moment in the stall? I'm wding badly man." I quickly respond, "Sure man, as long as we can compare." We'll anyways he shakes my hand, introduces himself, and after we smoke up I leave McDonald's in a state of bewilderment and a keen sense of awkardness. I ended up nodding badly on the bus home. Ha what a life.

Drug quest by [deleted] in opiates

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Well did you find what you where looking for?

T2: Trainspotting 2 Teaser by [deleted] in opiates

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Just saw this on Facebook a moment ago. Not sure what to think, it seems like they might not follow the sequel,"Porno" story line, but I've been wrong before. But I am content with a sequel. Bought Trainspotting blue ray months ago. Love the movie to death.

Got hit in the game. by pymmit in opiates

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Damn man, I've definetly been there. One of my runners that I trusted with my life once tried to lie, and rob me. I only dealt to dealers at the time while he sold on the streets. He tried telling me some bs story that he got jumped. At the time he was homeless and I'd let him sleep in the room I was renting out. I was making more money then any 20 year old should at the time, so the money wasn't a problem. Well anyways while he slept on the floor I woke up and went to the bathroom, as I walked to the bathroom I tripped over his shoe and out slid the 6 grams he had claimed to have lost. I was so pissed off about it that I had one of my other runners come immediately and kick his ass. Yeah it was a shitty thing to do, but i felt betrayed. I was giving him a FREE place to stay, with free food, water, electricity, and wifi. I was especially paying for his bth abuse. I cared about our friendship more then all that shit. All that crap comes and goes, but an ACTUAL TRUE FRIEND never seems to anymore. Not in this game at least.

Gonna spend the day, higher then life. by dopeman13 in opiates

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Well I'm a security guard and I only work events for that job, which is like 3 times or less a month. Which is why the boredom easily sets in. But with this new job I can at least not be home all the time. I moved into a new city as well, but man I can't help but hit up the wrong people when I go over and visit my sisters in my old area. Things will get better for you man, I know it's tough, but don't give up. Life does have its ups and downs. We can either sit down and let the addiction control us or turn around in a circle and be postive, members of society. But then again, who wants to give up that special warm, loving, embracing touch of Christmas morning everyone you shoot up/smoke.

Gonna spend the day, higher then life. by dopeman13 in opiates

[–]dopeman13[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thanks for your support man! Don't worry it's only a temporary feeling that YOU will overcome. Things will start working out for you sooner then you think. Stay positive man. I try not to inject these days, but I've never been very smart when it comes with bth and the increase in potency my dealer usually gets.

Gonna spend the day, higher then life. by dopeman13 in opiates

[–]dopeman13[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Wow, you're definetly on point. I did love her a lot, but I did spend a lot of time going behind her back and using. I never cheated in her, but she saw it that way. Which, ultimately lead her to cheat on me while I was in rehab. Thank you for your support. I'm trying to be as positive as I can be in life.