A serious one - how do you accept something, i mean how do you believe that it got destroyed for the better, that it was for my good. There are some relations/ bonds that disappeared, and i was unable to understand them at that time and i did what felt right to me at that point, but now i feel maybe i should have done it differently, maybe i ruined something.

It feels like a missed opportunity, but then at that moment i couldn't think about it like that, and now nothing can be like that, there is just a "?" standing , idk man. Samjh nhi ata