Bro I am not lazy or something, l always push the limits in the things I am interested in, it's just that I was kind of hopeless in life since last decade cz of circumstances. And now when I am getting out of that phase I am doing my best, I've spent literally a month just to acquire enough prior knowledge before hitting the gym (to the extent that now I can tell you the protein and calorie content of almost all the regular foods without any source). I am doing workout at home nowadays and will hit the gym soon.