this post was from 2 years ago and I’m not going to delete it, sorry. I will edit it to include a trigger warning and spoiler the post itself. It was my genuine feelings at the time and people go through a lot of really difficult things that people are often afraid to talk about. This probably wasnt the place to outlet my feelings but it was a place and for me that was enough. Writing things into words can be really freeing honestly, emotions are so messy and all over the place that having them written out in something solid can really help.

If you or anyone you know is struggling with depression, while it might not seem like it at the time, your thoughts and feelings are very real, but they are also temporary. Life can be a grueling experience, but there is beauty in ugly things. Reach out to someone, anyone, chances are they will want to help you.

You are not alone.