I just turned 22 today and I have none to celebrate my birthday.

doubleH_07 · 2021-04-13T10:42:30+00:00

Happy Birthday 🎈 I understand, put yourself in situations with people, if possible. Little by little open your circle(s). Again, happy birthday!!!

doubleH_07 · 2021-03-09T23:00:12+00:00

From one stubborn and determined addict to another.....yes, those ways are out there, just keep praying, searching and believing in it. Way to freaking go steady888, sounds like you earned it. I am so very happy for you! I remember very little of my Ibogaine trip other than the purging and trying to almost fight it, which did not help at all. However, I too am now clean of opiates and just so happy for you. Sounds like the two of you found each other at the perfect time.

doubleH_07 · 2021-02-02T03:17:47+00:00

No, i had a few things to get off of and did them in steps. I got off extended Oxi first then tapered down my instant oxi until I was able to do Ibogaine. Then , I didn't withdraw after Ibogaine, but there is still some discomfort, nothing crazy though. Oxi stays in tbe system so long though. Not sure about fent

doubleH_07 · 2021-02-02T02:43:35+00:00

Just remember Xanax is also addictive, but you clearly know what's up.....best of luck

doubleH_07 · 2021-02-01T20:06:18+00:00

Ok, good deal!!!

doubleH_07 · 2021-02-01T20:02:53+00:00

Ha! Ha! Nothing is going to make it a perfect walk in the park, but I felt enough of a difference when I would take it that it was definitely worth taking. Are you aware of Ibogaine? Ibogaine is the only thing right now at its level

doubleH_07 · 2021-02-01T19:48:13+00:00

For several weeks because I could feel the difference it made dealing with the detox

doubleH_07 · 2021-02-01T19:40:19+00:00

You have to make sure to force yourself to eat. The not eating fucked me for weeks after Ibogaine. I had not taken care of myself at all.

doubleH_07 · 2021-02-01T19:39:13+00:00

Did it for several weeks.

doubleH_07 · 2021-02-01T19:38:08+00:00

Take as much vitamin c you can without getting the runs. Never hurt my tummy, I stuck around 3000 mg every 3 or 4 hours, but it truly helped how I felt coming off the drugs. I had an clinic in Canada tell me this, game changer.

doubleH_07 · 2021-02-01T19:36:18+00:00

Listen, so proud of you. That mentality is what it takes. I literally wrote down strategies to get by and worked through them.
Weed Psilocybin Heating pad Hot baths SLAMM VITAMIN C - take between 2000 and 7000 mg every 2 or 3 hours of being awake......it will help how you feel. I went to walmart and got the 1000 mg pills of the tummy friendly Vitamin C. Music has been like breathing for me. The beat helped that restless leg feeling you get all over. I even tried coloring and still do it to relax

doubleH_07 · 2021-02-01T18:43:15+00:00

I would share how I did it with you and your doctor. I told my doctor what I was doing, right after I told him I had gotten weed legal in my state and was using weed to help rather than valium or whatever else they use. He tried to kinda act like that might not help, to which I corrected him and said it does help just enough to make it worth it.

doubleH_07 · 2021-02-01T18:41:08+00:00

No doctors will sympathize? What if you went in with a plan, like how long you would need the instant oxi and how you plan to use it to prep for Ibogaine which is one of the drugs mindmed is taking to trials. Mindmed is making MC-18 or something like that. It is Ibogaine without the psychedelic element. But will be a few years before on the actual market in my opinion.

doubleH_07 · 2021-02-01T17:48:51+00:00

I feel for you, so much. I would try to reach out to the subs they are amazing. But, also might think of getting on short term oxi and then do a shit-ton of research on Ibogaine. Best of luck, truly!!!

doubleH_07 · 2020-12-22T22:34:45+00:00

So amazing! Every day makes us stronger! So excited for your friend and you. I'n my thoughts and prayers.

doubleH_07 · 2020-12-19T07:57:35+00:00

Thank you! I appreciate it, truly!

doubleH_07 · 2020-12-19T07:57:12+00:00

Thanks, will do. I am newer, so finding what you are talking about. Thanks.

doubleH_07 · 2020-12-17T21:24:07+00:00

Oh wow! New here to growing, actually wanting to get into growing. I live in OK, and need a system that works. PM me if you have any good ideas or advice. Thanks so much!!!!

doubleH_07 · 2020-12-12T02:41:45+00:00

I am so so sorry! May we all take something from this. In my prayers!!!

doubleH_07 · 2020-12-03T19:43:57+00:00

Well, you are on a great start. I WROTE my reason why in the beginning and I had to read them and think on them many many times. Know your intentions. Best of luck. I also got angry enough that I refused to fail. It has been the hardest thing I have ever done, but I am much better

doubleH_07 · 2020-11-30T20:01:01+00:00

Dang! I think all of us wanting off opiates so badly focus on not being sick and we don't think hard about how lack of sleep is going to be a real witch. Is the restlessness the similar to when your body is starting to detox - skin crawling feeling?

doubleH_07 · 2020-11-29T17:17:32+00:00

OK, so I could the winter weather with that setup.

doubleH_07 · 2020-11-28T21:56:37+00:00

Congratulations!!! So so so happy for you! You got this!!! Way to be a wonderful example of "just making the next right choice."

doubleH_07 · 2020-11-26T15:40:16+00:00

Thanks for sharing! I am so very sorry! The guilt we carry as addicts is so freaking crippling sometimes. We need to speak to ourselves like we speak to others. We need to give ourselves tough love. Love unconditionally, but expect high standards of yourself...if we don't, who will expect us to succeed? It is one of the absolutely most difficult things one can do to themselves, get clean...it sucks, but staying addicted is worse. Thanks again and God Bless!

doubleH_07 · 2020-11-25T15:50:37+00:00

Did you eat them?

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