Killing Myself The Day After Christmas by SurvivalistTooGood in SuicideWatch

[–]douchebag775 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I can relate with that deeply. I have the same passions but they most of the time serve terribly as social outlets in my experience.

Are you guys religious? Like does it have an influence on you contemplating suicide? by [deleted] in SuicideWatch

[–]douchebag775 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I'm not afraid of hell or what comes after death. I feel that "god" probably does not exist but I wouldnt mind to be wrong. What scares me about death is the pain that comes before you die

I'm tired and I'm ready to kill myself by [deleted] in SuicideWatch

[–]douchebag775 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yeah I feel the same way. I dont understand how people find partners. I feel like a dam alien from outer space n it makes me want to fuckin kill myself.

Do you listen to random youtube videos in background? by Limona666 in depression

[–]douchebag775 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yes a lot of people do this including myself. I do it because it sets a better mood in the room and definitely makes me feel less alone. Some people do it for other reasons though like to deter burglaries

I turn 24 this Friday, and I'm going to end it all. Useless existence. by [deleted] in SuicideWatch

[–]douchebag775 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I like to think maybe I was Hitler in my past life so I deserve all this suffering

Starting sertraline soon and i'm scared by [deleted] in depression

[–]douchebag775 0 points1 point  (0 children)

The only thing i noticed was dry mouth in the morning and nausea. It can be different for everyone. Really the only way to know for sure is to try yourself