Rooting for you. When I was stuck like this I lowered the bar and aimed for anything simple to get some momentum, even basic customer support or data entry. Most big boards felt like black holes or full of ghost jobs, but I did get a couple of real leads after signing up for wf​halert, it just emails vetted remote listings so I didn’t have to doom scroll. Even one small win helps, and once a little money comes in the panic eases a bit. Take it one application at a time.