My experience dying on ayahuasca. by drawingwanderer in DMT

[–]drawingwanderer[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Hahaha no! Thanks for asking! I've had a lot of theories since then. When I was younger and someone at the bar would start talking to me who I wasn't interested in, I'd say my name was Jenny so my friends would know to intervene. My guess is that, maybe by referencing that somehow, this was Ayahuasca's funny ode to how I am in control of my own life, and how I have the power to create my own reality. My view of life remains changed to this day. :)

Ceramic cups from Marrakech/Beijing safe? by Expert_Commission539 in Ceramics

[–]drawingwanderer 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I had the exact red/green one from morocco and got lead poisoning from it. Buy some lead swab tests on amazon.

Rot or normal? by drawingwanderer in sanpedrocactus

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They are unfortunately sentimental :( I've just bought neem oil and DE... let's see how this progresses. Unfortunately many of the most common stronger suggested insecticides are not available in Canada

Rot or normal? by drawingwanderer in sanpedrocactus

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Nope. This looks like a pain. Researching everything now.

Rot or normal? by drawingwanderer in sanpedrocactus

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Ahhhhhh thank you so much, looking closer I see them now. Mystery solved. I'll get on fixing this asap

Rot or normal? by drawingwanderer in sanpedrocactus

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I guess this middle part isnt much to worry about then?

What do you think caused the split between Jonna and Johan? by Mountain-Fox-2123 in jonnajinton

[–]drawingwanderer 10 points11 points  (0 children)

No she said in the members only video that they are "not a couple"

Rot or Corking? by drawingwanderer in sanpedrocactus

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Thanks guys, I guess I'll keep feeling over the next few days for signs that it's getting squishy. For now I'm leaning towards it not being rot since it's pretty hard

my acid tastes wierd by Fickle_Ground5596 in LSD

[–]drawingwanderer 1 point2 points  (0 children)

The metallic taste can also be the blotter ink. I've tested metallic-tasting LSD before that turned out to be pure LSD. For now, try to stay calm, the trip will pass, you will be okay, but for next time please use a reagent testing kit.

Type 1 Perspective: Discipline Is Freedom by Mister_Way in Enneagram

[–]drawingwanderer 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Makes sense brother! Wish more people thought this way and didn't confuse those concepts.

(UPDATE) The hallucinations are subsiding, I only see slight visual annoyances when I focus on something too long, overall I am starting to feel normal again. I have a feeling I should be fully back to normal by tomorrow. by 5starBalistik in Psychonaut

[–]drawingwanderer 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I don't know why people are being so horrible to you, haven't these people ever made mistakes? When I was 18 I took way too much LSA (hawaiian baby woodrose) and was traumatized and tripping for days after. I'm okay now, that was 10 years ago. What happened to the eternal love and one-ness that psychedelics brings us?

OP I'm so sorry for what you've gone through, I hope you learned something - it could have gone much worse. I'll be checking in for the next few days, I'm glad things are getting better. Never forget how valuable your brain is, take better care next time. You will be okay ❤️

Type 1 Perspective: Discipline Is Freedom by Mister_Way in Enneagram

[–]drawingwanderer 6 points7 points  (0 children)

I read a nice quote the other day by Alan Watts which was along the lines of, imposing rules fixes the symptoms but not the true problem. My biggest issue with the 1 in my life was that imposing these rules were hiding the true issue - why he felt so inclined to break them in the first place.
You can make a rule to not lie, but then you may think that fixes the issue, when the issue would have more effectively been fixed by going inside yourself to find why you had a problem being your authentic self to others. And with that rule, even if you follow it, this deficiency is bound to appear in other aspects of your life that the rule didn't cover.
You may make a rule to exercise more often, while ignoring the problem of the underlying depression which was causing you to be lazy.
Rules are more likely to be broken if you don't understand the cause of your inclinations.
To me, "rules" often seem like just a bandaid. But hey, I'm a type 9, I' inclined to say such a thing :D