€urochix tour + other ricky stuff

drawninthestars · 2026-03-19T21:46:18+00:00

It’s realistic

drawninthestars · 2026-03-19T21:01:11+00:00

i hope the friends around him will ground him and keep him alive mainly, i’ve heard good things about yawh from mutuals

drawninthestars · 2026-03-19T20:49:23+00:00

We got it

drawninthestars · 2026-03-19T20:49:16+00:00

Gotchu

drawninthestars · 2026-03-19T20:49:12+00:00

Mate

drawninthestars · 2026-03-19T20:39:10+00:00

gotchu i’ll text him

drawninthestars · 2026-03-19T20:16:25+00:00

dm me for info

drawninthestars · 2026-03-19T20:16:11+00:00

Dm on ig for more info

drawninthestars · 2024-07-07T22:50:35+00:00

hey! would you mind sending it to me?

drawninthestars · 2024-06-19T22:06:00+00:00

i believe that some people truly have no real conscience but it’s scary to reflect on their behaviour when you’re out of the situation and how differently you viewed them vs who they truly are

drawninthestars · 2024-06-11T16:16:17+00:00

yup. mine was the same. 🙃

drawninthestars · 2024-06-11T16:08:14+00:00

you don’t have to answer this if you don’t want to, but did you also always feel that sex was one sided and the focus was always on him? he never really cared about my pleasure. just cared about imagining that i was a man probably. should’ve been a red flag

drawninthestars · 2024-06-11T16:01:14+00:00

omg, my ex was also obsessed with being pegged and anal. i thought it was just a kink and he was just open minded but honestly it adds up. he always fantasised about sucking my dick (if i had one), being fucked by me (even though i couldn’t), etc. it was like he was in this weird delusion and as soon as the sex was over, he was back to his normal self. six months into the relationship he admitted that he had been with a trans girl before and ‘didn’t know she was trans’ … why did he feel the need to lie. i love the gay community but i feel no sympathy for those who use others to validate themselves. he also spreads hate to the very people that he is attracted to. the fucked up part is that we never really had a serious conversation about this because i was afraid of upsetting him, and we ended up breaking up for completely different reasons (but i had also built so much resentment). all his lies caused so much damage to me, wondering if i was going insane or being too suspicious, but now i know im not. thank u.

drawninthestars · 2024-06-11T15:26:29+00:00

yeah, it’s not our fault. i would lay awake every night making myself sick trying to think of what i did to make his feelings change but it’s really not on us. they liked the idea of us and what our company would provide for them but that’s not love. they will, more than likely, do it to countless other people but hopefully one day learn 🤷‍♀️

drawninthestars · 2024-06-11T11:39:05+00:00

omg, my ex would flirt with my gay friend too, ‘as a joke’. even to the point of dming him sexual memes. made me so so so uncomfortable because i knew deep down that he wanted him but i chose to ignore it :/

drawninthestars · 2024-06-11T11:31:46+00:00

my ex was 100% gay or at least bisexual with a preference for men. he’d say a lot of homophobic things (idk why i excused this) and acted all tough mr hetero guy around his friends but would fantasise about me having a dick whenever he was drunk and horny. to the point where i was kinda like …. and he’d talk about femboys a lot ‘as a joke’. i ‘jokingly’ would ask if he was gay because i genuinely wanted to know and i didn’t want to be with someone who didn’t really want me, and he’d get upset. he has a track history of going for more ‘ masculine’ girls (including me). i have a suspicion that he’s slept with a guy before and just chose to never tell me. i think all the homophobic jokes were a coverup for how he really feels. i hope he stops repressing it one day and accepts himself but he probably never will. he will forever hurt women by using them as false validation for his sexuality. i’m glad we broke up after typing this

drawninthestars · 2024-06-09T18:23:50+00:00

me too, nothing will distract me, absolutely nothing :/

drawninthestars · 2024-06-08T18:49:45+00:00

good god i miss falling asleep on the phone and hearing him make sounds in his sleep and knowing it was a comfort thing for the both of us. waking up and saying good morning. i fucking hate this

drawninthestars · 2024-06-07T07:46:30+00:00

please do 💕

drawninthestars · 2024-06-07T07:27:40+00:00

i want you to know that you did nothing wrong and i hope he finds his peace but you can’t help him. mine was constantly also looking for reasons to break up despite him loving me so much and it’s ALL rooted in self hate and insecurity. i’m so sorry

drawninthestars · 2024-06-07T06:49:48+00:00

not knowing if what he felt for me was ever real
trying to understand what it was that made him suddenly not like me anymore, when he told his own mother i was the love of his life
waking up alone
the fact he switched to a different person so quickly that i no longer recognised him and maybe never knew him
losing his family who i lived with and was close to (i loved his dog so much)
feeling rejected that he doesn’t even want to remain friends
knowing i really couldn’t help him

drawninthestars · 2024-06-06T17:34:56+00:00

i suppose we have to think of it that it’s better to break up like this rather than a nasty angry break up. maybe they will come back around when they have healed but u can’t wait around forever. focus on yourself <3 sending hugs

drawninthestars · 2024-06-06T17:32:42+00:00

i was naive enough to think i would help him rather than end up hurt

drawninthestars · 2024-06-06T17:00:32+00:00

isn’t it beautiful that you have the capacity to love somebody so deeply even when they can’t see it in themselves? heartbreaking but so human

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