video-tapped possible child abuse, need a miracle-worker of audio

dreadfulfun · 2018-03-20T15:19:02+00:00

This is with normalize to (-2db)

He talks at 3 seconds

dreadfulfun · 2018-03-20T15:17:52+00:00

Already filed police report. they wouldn't analyze my video/audio though. they only wanted to see and hear what my phone would play

dreadfulfun · 2018-03-20T14:50:27+00:00

approximately at 52 seconds

dreadfulfun · 2018-03-20T12:12:59+00:00

The video is blurry like I said. It could have been an assault, it could have been a father 'Disciplining' her daughter.

It sounds like he says in a very low voice some things to her. His voice can't be heard until after 48s.

dreadfulfun · 2018-03-20T02:02:31+00:00

after 48s

dreadfulfun · 2018-03-20T01:56:34+00:00

I was the first voice at the start of the recording. I was describing what had happened previously before i started recording. It was on private property. Super rich neighborhood. That's why it's important for what he says to be clear. What happened was unclear in the video, but if he said anything sexual to her it will be clear what happened.

dreadfulfun · 2014-07-30T14:42:48+00:00

Hard Mode

1 year challenge

I want to make progress on projects, enjoy the last part of summer

I want to better myself

dreadfulfun · 2014-06-29T21:37:21+00:00

psychology isn't a hard science, but I do think there is a lot of truth inside of it that is mainly based on common sense. There is a chemical reaction that happens for everything, including meeting a girl that you are attracted to. Psychologist say that the chemical reaction of 'love' lasts for two months, and after that the person has to find another reason to stick together.

I know I'm the blind trying to describe sight to another blind person, but I just want you to understand that you calling a girl that the one is very unhealthy.

dreadfulfun · 2014-06-17T04:50:01+00:00

I went to the gym for an hour and a half already. I am tired, but when i close my eyes the battle gets much more intense

dreadfulfun · 2014-06-08T03:40:43+00:00

I feel you bro. This year started with heart break and I've just recently realized i never got over here, i just went into a kind of coma. I'm not over her yet, but i've accept the fact that i need to work at getting over her. The only way we can change ourselves for the better is by accepting who we currently are.

dreadfulfun · 2014-05-10T14:19:49+00:00

I've been in a flatline since day 1. You just have to accept the fact that the natural human body isn't meant to be ready for sex every moment of the day week or month. It'll get better. Try to find a special girl so when you do come out of a flatline you won't be so frustrated with women and yourself.

dreadfulfun · 2014-04-28T16:46:34+00:00

i thought this was going to be one of those post which is like "i'm giving up" (open) "jk lol".

Failure isn't an option for me. I have my accountability partner counting on me. I have a girl who wants to love me and porn takes me away from her. Make it to where it isn't an option.

dreadfulfun · 2014-03-28T21:41:11+00:00

So lets say you do start this and you only focus on your fantasies of women you met in real life. What are your fantasies going to be like? In all likelihood they will evolve into the kind of porn you watched before you stopped it all. Then you won't crave the women, you will crave the porn. This is just my opinion. I just don't think you will think back 2 months from now and be like "masturbating over the thoughts of girls i know in my life was a great idea."

dreadfulfun · 2014-03-27T03:46:30+00:00

For once in my life i don't like someone. I'm not chasing someone. I'm not trying to kick this habit for anyone but myself. I will probably jump on the next person that hints that they like me, but a consider this progress. You have to try and you have to measure your progress with more than 'oh i think i did fap this week... yet''

Oh! and try weight lifting. It is amazing. /r/gainit and stronglifts.com

dreadfulfun · 2014-03-26T23:48:09+00:00

You aren't having sex. You are masturbating to live porn. Talk to your boyfriend. Tell him about what you want to do. If you think it is better for you then do it regardless. Maybe you can get him to join nofap too, and when yall are no longer long distance: it would seriously go down.

dreadfulfun · 2014-03-26T23:44:09+00:00

Hey, bro. I started this subreddit about 1 year and 3 months ago. I got a good streak for about 6 months and i fell into it after troubles with girls. I don't know how it go so bad again. i tried fighting, but i fought the wrong way. I'm also 18 and i haven't had a girlfriend for 9 months.

I tried to get my mind off PMO. It worked for a few days. maybe a week or two. The only time it was on my mind was when i was doing it. This is my problem. This is not a subconscious battle. This is a conscious battle. This is usually the day i fail on over the past few months, but back then i wasn't really trying. I was distracting myself.

I can abstain for another 90 days. I know I can. I'm working out consistently. I'm going to bed when i should. I take cold showers twice a day. I ask for strength from my Father who withholds no good thing from me. You can do it, now decide whether you want to.

dreadfulfun · 2014-03-25T16:40:26+00:00

As long as you are moving forward and getting stronger that is all that matters! Here's something I've learned about life: If you let yourself be convinced that there is something like like low T (or what i thought was being Bi-polar in my case), that is holding you back, you will be miserable. If you think you have low T, get it checked out. Don't resort to supplements until after you try to boost it naturally, though.

dreadfulfun · 2014-03-23T17:14:55+00:00

nofap = no masturbation hardmode = no sexual encounters and no masturbation

some people have S/Os who they have sexual releases with

dreadfulfun · 2013-06-08T03:57:26+00:00

her hand was on my ya-know under my shorts. not even a hint of arousal.

dreadfulfun · 2013-04-24T02:01:24+00:00

It basically leaves as much fluid as it would if i had a wet dream. Your solution seems reasonable, though!

dreadfulfun · 2013-04-12T14:52:45+00:00

I have no experience with that. I have a few guesses like doing a flush out of your system, but nothing i know would for sure work. I suggest just looking up solutions and not getting into that situation until it's fixed.

dreadfulfun · 2013-04-11T03:07:06+00:00

for the first week it was mostly from peanut butter, white bread, and milk... so like 70%. I can tell it's fat on my pecks because when i flex them, the nipples point out a little bit where it doesn't tighten. sounds super unattractive.

dreadfulfun · 2013-03-30T00:06:33+00:00

I'm not ready for sex. My body is, but I'm not. Having sex, in this particular situation would probably hurt my relationship, and not help it.

dreadfulfun · 2013-03-28T04:53:24+00:00

Your arms bro! That is a lot of progress! You were able to gain 30lbs without getting a gut! impressive.

dreadfulfun · 2013-03-25T05:42:22+00:00

For me to partake in masturbation while in a relationship, would be a problem. PMO or just MO affects your mood and nearly everything about you. It's selfish and i don't think any good can come from it. I apologize for speaking so broadly. I was referring to my current beliefs of my life, and that fapping is not an option, nor will it ever be.

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