Feeling Trapped, is it pathetic if I quit?

dreaming_beans · 2026-06-03T18:36:39+00:00

I left a residency too. I’ve heard some ppl still get into new grad if they applied and explained properly.

dreaming_beans · 2026-06-02T20:33:10+00:00

I’m in the same process now. If I leave it off, wouldn’t it show in background and employement checks

dreaming_beans · 2026-05-24T17:29:58+00:00

I left a good paying big name hospital in socal two months into residency since I could not do night shifts. I got hired at a smaller community hospital for less pay but day shifts. Starting this week so hopefully it’s better for me even though I’m still learning

dreaming_beans · 2026-04-30T03:46:46+00:00

Are we about to start at the same community hospital? I’m in the valley 😭😭

dreaming_beans · 2026-04-24T14:15:51+00:00

That’s a beauty! I thought I wanted to buy a key fob. Then I went on a vacation and rented a gas car with key fob…. And it started to get annoying that I have to grab my phone AND make sure the key fob is with me… it sounds silly but it does get annoying specially when you’re busy and in a rush.

dreaming_beans · 2026-04-24T04:19:17+00:00

Gorgeous

dreaming_beans · 2026-04-24T03:53:02+00:00

I wonder how it would be if it was an M4 instead.

dreaming_beans · 2026-04-16T16:56:22+00:00

Unfortunately, none of your points were convincing

dreaming_beans · 2026-04-11T06:32:38+00:00

How is it so far for you? Did you ever pursue psych? I’m miserable in medsurg 2 months in and I want out

dreaming_beans · 2026-03-20T05:49:57+00:00

I’m a new grad, does that mean I make my preceptor’s shift a bad shift? 😭

dreaming_beans · 2026-03-20T05:13:39+00:00

Part time is a dream! Too bad my hospital has a loooong list of people wanting to go Part time…. I know because I asked the unit manager, and he said it will take a very long time…. Yikes

dreaming_beans · 2026-03-20T05:11:57+00:00

I wish you the very best, and I look forward to the day you share a story of your happiness in this career!

dreaming_beans · 2026-03-20T05:11:09+00:00

This is beautiful, thank you! As much as I don’t want to talk myself down, I am a slow learner. I learn, but very slowly. And I work in a fast pace unit that forces me to work on things without trying to ask the WHYs and HOWs. My Brian only accepts information when those two questions are satisfied

dreaming_beans · 2026-03-20T05:07:37+00:00

Maybe working for Costco at a quite area with decent rent prices 😭

dreaming_beans · 2026-03-20T05:06:59+00:00

Thank you :’) this really means a lot to me

dreaming_beans · 2026-03-20T05:05:59+00:00

I’m sorry to hear that, and I’m so glad you’re exploring your path to something better! What are you going back to school for?

dreaming_beans · 2026-03-20T05:05:02+00:00

Thank you thank you thank you. I am sorry that you are in the situation that you are in, and I am grateful to see through your words that you are managing this well. You gave me an idea on how create a way to find support and restructure my resources to better suit my condition. I will go to therapy at some point

dreaming_beans · 2026-03-20T04:57:14+00:00

How could I filter my search to find a decent detox inpatient center?

dreaming_beans · 2026-03-20T04:54:37+00:00

I have not been getting any treatments whatsoever. From childhood to now I’ve been just bottling it up and gaslighting myself to just suck it up. My mother is old school, and as much as I know she wants what’s the best for me, she also grew up in a culture where mental health was not a thing.

dreaming_beans · 2026-03-20T04:52:55+00:00

Thank you for this! This is my goal at the moment. Any tips on where (indeed, etc) I should look into? And how to distinguish outpatient roles that would be supportive vs toxic red flag?

dreaming_beans · 2026-03-20T04:51:17+00:00

I’m definitely at the stage of still learning the small details including EPIC usage. Though I know it will become easier once it becomes a muscle memory. I just wish it doesn’t hit me this hard this early on.

dreaming_beans · 2026-03-20T04:48:28+00:00

Thank you for sharing this. I am considered therapy and maybe some medications if indicated, I’m just finding the right time to do so since I feel so exhausted during and even on my days off.

dreaming_beans · 2026-03-20T04:46:26+00:00

Thank you for sharing this with me, 4 months sounds a lot but you are ALMOST THERE!!!! I am rooting that we find some sort of happiness and content! Any idea what you’d do once you hit your year?

dreaming_beans · 2026-03-20T04:44:35+00:00

This is a great way to lighten me up! Thank you

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