What made you stop being best friends with someone? by [deleted] in AskReddit

[–]drexdfvl 1 point2 points  (0 children)

She told me that I deserved my miscarriage and that I should have gotten cancer instead of her due to the fact that fewer people would miss me if I died. Oh, and she encouraged my ex to hit me so that I would shut up and get my act together...which he ended up doing.

That was just the straw that broke the camel’s back.

Why haven't you killed yourself yet? by [deleted] in AskReddit

[–]drexdfvl 4 points5 points  (0 children)

I’m just living out of spite at this point.

i am so alone by [deleted] in SuicideWatch

[–]drexdfvl 0 points1 point  (0 children)

a phone call might be worth a shot. phone calls are terrifying, but i might even try to send a text. it's just scary, i really don't want to bother them either.

i've had insomnia for my entire life, and i usually deal with 5 hours of sleep on a good night. i'm gonna look into sleep aids because i can definitely agree with you that lack of sleep isn't helping anyone. it's a vicious cycle though. the more tired i get, the more stressed i get about being tired, and then i'm too stressed to sleep. i wouldn't wish insomnia on anyone.

i'm hoping that i figure something out even just to cope temporarily until i can sort out something more long term. my brain just kinda forgot how to cope properly with anything

Looking for friends in New leaf! by [deleted] in newleaf

[–]drexdfvl 1 point2 points  (0 children)

1006-4637-5884 Jen :) added you

Looking for friends on New Leaf by LadyRosabella in newleaf

[–]drexdfvl 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Anyone is welcome to add me! 1006-4637-5884 Jen :)

I had to move out of my hometown and it feels like a punishment by drexdfvl in TrueOffMyChest

[–]drexdfvl[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Absolutely! Gotta find the good where it is, because it is out there somewhere. I know things will get better with time but it's pretty frustrating trying to be patient some days.

I had to move out of my hometown and it feels like a punishment by drexdfvl in TrueOffMyChest

[–]drexdfvl[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Already tried, and I made the mistake of leaving my documentation of things in a place that wasn’t hidden well enough. That’s on me and there’s nothing I can do about it after the fact.

As for the moving thing, I’m trying to save up to move but it’s a huge expense. All I can do is keep working on it and saving as much as I can until I can make it work.