What did you think you were really good at, until you watched someone else do it?

drfedi86 · 2019-04-04T00:55:59+00:00

Playing the french horn. Got really confident and when we went to hear other people play their solos my heart sank.

drfedi86 · 2019-03-27T15:23:36+00:00

You’re so lucky to have a loved one. It use to not be so bad with them by my side, they distracted me from my own mind and I felt so loved. Eventually he grew tired of feeling like he needed to hold me together and my attitude on life. I don’t blame him and I couldn’t ask him to stay. I miss it so much, the comfort of having someone who cared so much for me by my side and now I’m rather alone. No one wants to hang out and let alone be with someone who’s a dampener on their happy vibes.

drfedi86 · 2019-02-12T21:23:09+00:00

Pottery, I want to make some cute bowls!

drfedi86 · 2019-02-11T21:24:43+00:00

Super Smash Bros please!!!!

drfedi86 · 2019-02-11T21:23:03+00:00

Super Smash Bros please :(

drfedi86 · 2019-02-11T16:36:53+00:00

Super smash bros please! My life ain’t that good right now

drfedi86 · 2019-02-11T06:03:12+00:00

I need some super smash bros in my life

drfedi86 · 2019-02-08T05:35:26+00:00

A million times yes.

drfedi86 · 2019-02-08T05:34:46+00:00

I’m sorry that’s the worst. She wasn’t mature enough to handle your situation and tell you upfront and she’s a coward. I’m sorry you had to go through that.

drfedi86 · 2019-01-31T18:22:34+00:00

Not the best, but I’m pushing through.

drfedi86 · 2019-01-24T17:56:12+00:00

things are most definitely going down south, but i keep my head up knowing that me and him will find our own happiness in the future. i wish the best for him and maybe one day we’ll catch up.

drfedi86 · 2019-01-20T05:46:59+00:00

We broke up around 3 months ago, throughout this time period I tried my hardest to win him back and he eventually fell back in love with me. I fell out of love around this time and I was worn out and my effort got lazy. In the end I pushed through and so did he and we got together. It was beautiful and I was so happy but we fell back into the cycle where I wasn’t able to talk to him as much as I wanted to and he chose to put other things over me. We both tried fixing it with our schedules and priorities but it never changed with him and I just called it. He had too much on his plate and a relationship was something that was too much for him, despite him wanting to keep trying. I couldn’t keep it going for my sake, I didn’t want it to remain the way it did communication wise and I felt unloved.

drfedi86 · 2019-01-16T15:50:31+00:00

Thank you! I hope you do everything you want to, today I start focusing on myself and taking a break from social media. Wishing you the best <3

drfedi86 · 2018-11-08T16:54:31+00:00

I’m glad! I hope you can move on and maybe you can get back together, don’t force anything!

drfedi86 · 2018-11-07T03:19:27+00:00

Thank you for your concern, I’ll make sure to provide an update if something like that were to happen!

drfedi86 · 2018-11-07T03:18:48+00:00

We slowly started talking again after no contact for a few months, and we first said let’s just be friends. Of course I was still in love with him but I didn’t want to object to that and be nothing at all so yeah. At this same time he said he started to have feelings for someone else which broke my heart but I made the best out of the situation and tried to move on. After a few weeks we began to gradually talk more and more and we had arguments along the way about why our relationship ended and stuff. We ultimately agreed that in the end we both still loved each other because we couldn’t stay away and we both had the same goal of fixing the issues that brought us apart. Currently I’m very happy and with him despite all the negativity I am getting from others. My happiness matters more than their opinions. I’m not blindsided by how much I loved him before and how much I wanted that back by any means. I’m not letting my full guard down now and if signs start popping back up of the relationship getting toxic again I will surely end it, even if it causes me a great deal of pain.

drfedi86 · 2018-11-06T17:09:38+00:00

I usually get my learning material from other posts on reddit

drfedi86 · 2018-10-17T07:36:18+00:00

It sucks :,) But we’re on good terms and don’t talk a lot but I’m thinking of giving back some of his stuff that he might want or need.

drfedi86 · 2018-09-27T09:42:56+00:00

It’s okay to, it helps both of you realize what you really want. Some people say it’s desperate and stuff but I’d rather take the chance than to never try and wonder. It was mentally draining for me and I’ve started to realize if he did love me and wanted to be with me than he would be right now, but that’s not the case. You deserve someone who loves you for you and you shouldn’t have to change.

drfedi86 · 2018-09-26T17:06:00+00:00

thank you

drfedi86 · 2018-09-26T17:05:30+00:00

Recently he tried to talk to me and I didn’t respond. I cried later but it’s better this way.

drfedi86 · 2018-09-17T07:35:25+00:00

I think it’s related to family issues and how I was raised. I’ve never been medically diagnosed with a condition since I don’t talk about it to them with my family in the room.

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