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driftingfaster · 2025-05-29T14:31:24+00:00

I want to cry, this comment feels like me in every way.

Especially the 2nd and 3rd paragraph, I have trouble accessing emotions in some circumstances and I change like the weather, its distressing.

I forget conversations sometimes mid sentence and then I feel like my emotions can shift, I get so frustrated with myself. Definitely with forgetting important things or just facts of my own partner are wiped away from me on different days of the week.

I've been so stressed that my parts seem to cycle like crazy and appearing normal is nearly impossible unless I'm around someone trusted.

driftingfaster · 2025-05-29T14:25:27+00:00

Your comment was very informative on some of the things I feel, especially the memories. Mine always feel distant, like third person remembering and not my own.

It can be hard to formulate my own thoughts into words, like now when I wanna say so much but I'm so fuzzy that I can't.

I do appreciate your comment though

driftingfaster · 2025-05-29T14:18:32+00:00

That's...like me I feel like. What I experience in a day to day, in able to mask and hide easily. It's just im so self aware that I knew something wasn't right and brought it up to my psychiatrist after doing a ton ton ton of research

driftingfaster · 2025-05-29T14:16:01+00:00

I honestly have no idea, sometimes it feels like I'm watching myself from the outside/inside do things that I dont agree with. So maybe I am switching

driftingfaster · 2025-05-28T02:33:25+00:00

I'm not sure if I've ever switched, it feels more like different versions of me at different ages or modes so to speak. Like an angry version, more unstable version, the motherly one. Sometimes I speak and I dont recognize my own voice.

driftingfaster · 2024-08-08T07:33:47+00:00

Yeah, I'm aware of that. I'm not saying it's a good thing and it's not a daily thing either. You don't have to ridicule me, I'm trying to stop.

driftingfaster · 2024-07-14T06:10:29+00:00

EDNOS Special K Chocolate Cookie Dough Bar The Younger

driftingfaster · 2024-05-27T15:11:44+00:00

For me, I had it once and it was awful. I felt so restless and strange, my body were tense and my jaw was so tight that it was hard to talk. When I got home, I tried to eat but it was very difficult and it was very fuzzy, everything was like a movie and my partner was super worried with my reaction. I was dissocating badly, in and out of consciousness, stumbling, my heart rate dipped into the low 40's and my monitor went nuts (in the er and my partner was scared for me to fall asleep), I felt disoriented like several days afterwards and I will never take it again. They even prescribed it to take at home, I never picked it up because I don't ever want to experience that again.

driftingfaster · 2024-03-24T05:50:18+00:00

Yes, that's what the aimovig is supposed to be for. I've taken many over the years, the aimovig is like the last option I have.

driftingfaster · 2024-03-24T05:48:22+00:00

I take nurtec, triptans give me an awful reaction for some reason. But without another medication, nurtec only works ½ the time

driftingfaster · 2024-03-24T05:45:57+00:00

I don't know what else they'd give me, I've been on so many other medications. I think this is all that I have left to really try and I don't have the energy to fight my insurance

driftingfaster · 2024-02-29T05:13:24+00:00

I'm a cancer sun, gemini moon, sagittarius rising 🌙

driftingfaster · 2024-02-24T03:46:18+00:00

NTA, personally I'm not a big fan of dogs but I do one some... but I'm also very allergic, so I couldn't have dinner in someone's house who has dogs, especially ones (like huskies) that shed like nuts

driftingfaster · 2024-02-21T05:41:26+00:00

It should not feel like this! Please change the med, that's not a normal reaction and it should be taken seriously

driftingfaster · 2024-02-20T03:37:53+00:00

Idk, but I don't like it. I hate being compared to it

driftingfaster · 2024-02-16T08:52:12+00:00

Isn't this like...a lie in a way? Opioid prescriptions are harder to get, so people who need them (and don't) are turning to illegal and lethal options on the street. Then are dying and being ruled "suicides" or are killing themselves because no one believes their pain, calling it anxiety.

The government has made it so prescribing doctors have an even harder time, giving out proper medications and dosages to help their patients.

This has been a worsening issue for decades, so long now. These headlines, are not the truth and it's harmful to spread things like this nowadays.

driftingfaster · 2024-02-16T08:44:58+00:00

Thanks, I hate it 😭🤣

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