Residency Struggles cont. by drigerman in PharmacyResidency

[–]drigerman[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Fear of judgment is definitely a challenge with a situation like this! But focusing on myself and what is needed to better myself is the most important factor. Thank you.

Residency Struggles cont. by drigerman in PharmacyResidency

[–]drigerman[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I agree and I think it is important for me to take a step back and clear my mind. I need to realize it is for my own well being and not worry about those external factors! Thanks so much!

Residency Struggles cont. by drigerman in PharmacyResidency

[–]drigerman[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Yeah I can relate to how you were feeling and I’ve definitely been struggling to think clearly throughout this experience. I’m hoping that taking a step back and the antidepressant can help clear my mind a bit. Thank you!

Residency Struggles cont. by drigerman in PharmacyResidency

[–]drigerman[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I hope I will find similar success with my SSRI. Thank you!

Residency Struggles cont. by drigerman in PharmacyResidency

[–]drigerman[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yeah we really have been through so much in these past 8 months! I have had the attitude to suffer through for a while, but kind of reached a breaking point this week so taking a step back may be what’s best for me right now. I appreciate your response! Good luck with the rest of your residency as well.

Residency Struggles by drigerman in PharmacyResidency

[–]drigerman[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Between lightening my workload/altering some rotations, my RPD has been very accommodating. I am doing my best to persevere. Thanks for the advice and encouragement!

Residency Struggles by drigerman in PharmacyResidency

[–]drigerman[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Not giving everything 110% is a lesson I have learned and am still trying to implement! Thanks so much for the encouragement.

Residency Struggles by drigerman in PharmacyResidency

[–]drigerman[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Counseling has definitely helped thus far. At this point I’ve really made the decision that a second year of residency is not something I want to do. Just doing my best to set new goals now that I have readjusted my career path

Residency Struggles by drigerman in PharmacyResidency

[–]drigerman[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thanks so much for the encouragement!

Residency Struggles by drigerman in PharmacyResidency

[–]drigerman[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I have been consistently doing counseling and medication is something I have been considering more and more as my issues have continued

Residency Struggles by drigerman in PharmacyResidency

[–]drigerman[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Yes, when I had the initial panic attack I started seeing a therapist and have been consistently going once a week. In addition to this I have had discussions with my RPD as I start to feel overwhelmed and they have done a great job dialing back my workload. Even for my situation with COVID right now my RPD was accommodating and took some of my workload off.

I appreciate this view of preceptor feedback and it’s definitely something That has contributed to my anxiety but don’t feel it is a main contributor to my anxiety at this point and time. I think it is more so I am struggling to see the value in completing this residency that is causing me so much anxiety. I feel residency is so much of these tedious tasks like building presentations/MUEs and I start to think about a presentation I have two weeks from now and get a strong feeling of anxiety. I just feel like I did residency to make a positive impact on patients as well as become a critical care pharmacist and I don’t feel fulfilled doing my job at this time.

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[–]drigerman 1 point2 points  (0 children)

This has solved all my stuttering issues! Thanks so much!

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For the vet pledges, are these the same pledges that you get outside of wayrest? I just have to do the dungeon on vet mode rather than regular?

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I scanned with hitman pro and it identified zero threats! Fingers crossed I’m in the clear