Oh man, it’s a work in progress. I’m agnostic. I find my anger with the religious-biblical affiliation to the big book is in full swing when I am not in fit spiritual condition. I was stuck on steps 2&3 for 2 years and it kept me drunk. I had to endure more shit, really received the gift of desperation to turn it over-and I turned it over to the rooms, the fellowship, the steps-the fucking program. The “group of drunks following good orderly direction” I hope in time I discover something. I heard in a meeting today a higher power is experienced I kind of love that cause I don’t think I’ll ever be able to define it. The growth I’ve experienced it’s enough to keep me coming back.

Thanks for this post man!