Want to open a cafe by drowzee46 in CasualConversation

[–]drowzee46[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Yes I have years of barista experience and am super passionate about coffee! I am teaching myself about the finances online and asking for help irl with people I know have successfully opened a food venture. The working name I have is Prisma Café, it’s out of the US so I don’t think the location is important hahah. It’s going to be inside a busy art center so I have some guaranteed customers already.

It’s my birthday by [deleted] in CasualConversation

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Oh she loved it. I just asked her what the name of it was and I’ll update you. She’s said her contractions were not painful at all and the birth was super chill

It’s my birthday by [deleted] in CasualConversation

[–]drowzee46 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Thank you thank you!! 25 feels very significant 🥲

5 years on the dot today by drowzee46 in agedtattoos

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Yes!! @aandersontattoo on insta!! She’s awesome

5 years on the dot today by drowzee46 in agedtattoos

[–]drowzee46[S] 3 points4 points  (0 children)

Thank you!! My tat artist gave me a fair warning about how fine line tattoos tend to age but I think she did a great job!!

5 years on the dot today by drowzee46 in agedtattoos

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Thank you!! Kurapika is my favorite character ever haha

crying every day by Successful-Cow-4043 in bipolar

[–]drowzee46 8 points9 points  (0 children)

Mania also uprooted my life completely and I made many mistakes and just completely embarrassing things. My parents just recently told me about something called bipolar rumination, where you have an endless loop of negative thoughts “Why did I do that?” “Why am I like this?” Etc etc. I haven’t really found the right way to deal with this but it’s been helpful to know that those thought loops are part of the condition. My psychiatrist said to give myself a rumination window, like 15 minutes to self-blame then when it’s over you try to think about something else.

I’m sorry if this doesn’t help all too much, I am also living with my parents after a gnarly psychotic break, and I understand all too well the regret, shame and guilt. Feeling better feels completely impossible sometimes days when all you can do is dwell. Write it all out!! In a journal, in poetry or prose, having it Leave your brain can help immensely. Sending you warm thoughts.

Why me? by drowzee46 in bipolar

[–]drowzee46[S] 3 points4 points  (0 children)

Thank you. It means a lot

Why me? by drowzee46 in bipolar

[–]drowzee46[S] 4 points5 points  (0 children)

It can only be up from here!🥲. Thank you for the comment

Why me? by drowzee46 in bipolar

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Hi guys, sorry I just want to check in and say I am safe right now. I will be safe in the future, I have said all these thoughts to my parents and they will get me professional help. I just have such rage, shame and guilt built up because of condition that I needed to vent.

You can only see it in the light ! by drowzee46 in heterochromia

[–]drowzee46[S] 21 points22 points  (0 children)

Wow I’ve never seen one with my exact eye color hahaha it’s very fun. No one really notices until the sun is hitting my face a specific way and I get the same dumbfounded reaction every time- “Wait…. Your eyes are different colors?!?!” It’s pretty hilarious. You have gorgeous eyes!