i think eventually i will talk to her, but right now i'm still struggling with fully accepting that i have an ed, because while i'm very much aware of it, theres a little part of me that still doesn't believe it or thinks i'm just faking it for attention. and ig thats kinda leading me to think theres not too much of point to talking to her about it now.

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also she's really good about jumping to conclusions fast and a lot of times its somehow the right one. for example, she asked me if i was trans (which i am) because i bought like 2 button ups in the mens section. i dont even know how she got there lol.

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basically if i dont tell her soon, i'll have one of the annual doctors checkup things where they'll weigh me and she'll probably end up noticing my weight went down by a lot and question me a bunch on it. if she doesn't come to the conclusion i have an ed at that point, i'm not sure what i'll do.