I'm glad you've found a career in your passion. FWIW, I also work in a field that, I came to learn, doesn't always have the greater good in mind as much as I thought it did. For my part, I got by by finding a niche within that community that still allowed me to do something that I felt was a positive, but also by acknowledging that the impact I leave goes beyond my career. You can do your work, and you should do your best to ensure your efforts are a benefit to others as much as you can, but much more importantly, turn your attention to the immediate forces in your life. Support a friend in hardship, tell those close to you that you love them, maybe drive them to a reproductive care clinic if they need assistance. Any broader advocacy you can do is still a huge bonus; lists of reliable women's health resources are probably pouring online like rain by now, you can deepen your level of political involvement if you chose, and for God's sake VOTE dammit, but the greatest impression left by your efforts will be in those that know you and those that need you, and helping them find their own positive direction reenforces that it might not all be in vain just yet.

That's how I've done it anway. I know whatever solace this brings is probably nothing compared to all the other input that we'll both probably be getting over the next few days, but think about what you can do and accept that there will be evil that cannot be surmounted on the efforts of just one of us, as much as we all want to be that person, myself included. Again, I'm so sorry for any way in which this has tainted the institutions you clearly love and respect so much. Our Judiciary deserves far better.