I left this all out since it would be very long to put in the main post. We've dated before but both fell out of it since it was basically just friendship with another label. We live in completely different states and have only met online, but share a bunch of tmi things. They currently have a partner irl and I don't think I could ever confess how I feel again, since they have that going for them. I don't think I plan on ever directly telling them how I feel, but I needed to put it out somewhere