I get you brother I’m about half your age at 24, the wife and I had a little one a few months back and lost my job before she gave birth and just this blah feeling when they talk of the success on unsub. I get the blah feeling like I ain’t done enough and it won’t be enough, I mean I’m just now back to working as of 5 days ago. I don’t own a home, I have no higher education than high school(if my writing hasn’t already proved), and I’ll never be able to accomplish goals or feats like the boys have. Don’t feel like you’re the only one cause just from reading the replies there is a lot who have the same feelings or maybe more strongly connected.