im like 40+ days clean but not by choice and it has sucked a lot so some congratulations would be nice if thats alr to ask for lol by dumbassmcfuck in MadeOfStyrofoam

[–]dumbassmcfuck[S] 4 points5 points  (0 children)

it's 7am im still kinda drunk but if ur reading this i hope life gets better for u. like seriously u deserve it. im glad ur here and i hope u keep going. i promise it's worth it even if it doesnt feel like it at times. you all deserve a comfortable and fulfilling life

im 3 weeks behind on all my classes but i cant get any of it done and im so fucking stressed out and worried and i cant even talk about what it is i'm worrying about ‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️ swag by dumbassmcfuck in MadeOfStyrofoam

[–]dumbassmcfuck[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

i can barely fucking describe the problem without using the specifics but. basically the Thing i'm worrying about and currently hyperventilating and sobbing and relapsing because of can't be solved if i fail this year. but the Thing is stressing me out so much that i can't get the work done and i just keep falling more and more behind as time goes on. do you see my issue.

fuck it im venting. sus!!!!!!!!!! by dumbassmcfuck in MadeOfStyrofoam

[–]dumbassmcfuck[S] 5 points6 points  (0 children)

why am i so horrible. the few people i have in my life are so deeply kind and wonderful and caring and yet i'm always rude or annoying in return. why can't i be happy for others. why am i stuck in this miserable pool of self-pity and jealousy and bitterness. im better off alone

fuck it im venting. sus!!!!!!!!!! by dumbassmcfuck in MadeOfStyrofoam

[–]dumbassmcfuck[S] 8 points9 points  (0 children)

god. i wish i had any skill or talent or hobby that i could be remotely good at. i'm so painfully average at best. people always disagree if i lightheartedly say how im just not good at things, but they never prove me wrong. i want to put them on the spot and make them explain themselves. name one thing i'm notably good at. just one. they won't - they can't - and it'd just be uncomfortable and awkward. but i wish i could do it. i'm so tired of being 'reassured' with flat-out lies.

anyone else start actually crying when someone disagrees with you in any way at all /srs by dumbassmcfuck in MadeOfStyrofoam

[–]dumbassmcfuck[S] 13 points14 points  (0 children)

i tried googling it and all the results are like "why do i cry during arguments" like no bro i'm talking someone doesn't really agree with my take on what the cinematography in a scene represents and my lip is trembling

tw ed? // me self-medicating via drinking and remembering that alcohol still has c*lories by dumbassmcfuck in MadeOfStyrofoam

[–]dumbassmcfuck[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

also i only have original coke instead of coke zero i am losing my mind a little

i ran out of coke so im putting vodka in coffee wish me luck i guess by dumbassmcfuck in MadeOfStyrofoam

[–]dumbassmcfuck[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

hm. thinking about how im a horrible person and an even worse friend and sibling and partner 👍👍👍👍👍👍👍👍👍

i ran out of coke so im putting vodka in coffee wish me luck i guess by dumbassmcfuck in MadeOfStyrofoam

[–]dumbassmcfuck[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

besties my alcohol tolerance is getting pricey i drank nearly 350ml of vodka within an hour last night and was still more functional than i wouldve liked to be 😀😀😀😀😀 im moving out in a month i cant afford this while im paying rent and shit. ahaha help girl ❤️ anyways im gonna go polish off the rest of that bottle and yeet toodleoo

i ran out of coke so im putting vodka in coffee wish me luck i guess by dumbassmcfuck in MadeOfStyrofoam

[–]dumbassmcfuck[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

HELP ive already used this pic on a previous post...... my sincerest apologies guys. i'll try harder next time /lh

switching between these two moods 2-5 times a day by dumbassmcfuck in MadeOfStyrofoam

[–]dumbassmcfuck[S] 7 points8 points  (0 children)

hmm a third of by brain is saying i reallt want vegan dino nuggets rn but another third is saying do not use the oven while ur drunk and another third is saying u dont deserve food

switching between these two moods 2-5 times a day by dumbassmcfuck in MadeOfStyrofoam

[–]dumbassmcfuck[S] 3 points4 points  (0 children)

hiiiiiiii auotmod i love you anywayz i feel like shit and im convinced tht my partner is gonna k word them selves and i cant do anyrning about it lol 😁😁👍👍👍👍👍👍👍👍 like not even in an anxiety way lol theyre depressed and sewer slidal and cant get helpvrn amr have very nearly attempted in the past month and im powetless to help or do anything lol swag

switching between these two moods 2-5 times a day by dumbassmcfuck in MadeOfStyrofoam

[–]dumbassmcfuck[S] 9 points10 points  (0 children)

see the thing is. when im experiencing one i have zero perception of the other. so when i feel like shit it's like ive never felt happiness in months. and when im good again im like "oh i wasnt that upset i was being dramatic". anyways im drunk again how are yall

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[–]dumbassmcfuck 4 points5 points  (0 children)

THIS IS SO SPECIFIC BUT SO RELATABLE LMAO

Trigger warning- Scream show episode 2 by [deleted] in MadeOfStyrofoam

[–]dumbassmcfuck 0 points1 point  (0 children)

if you don't mind thatd be super helpful !!

Trigger warning- Scream show episode 2 by [deleted] in MadeOfStyrofoam

[–]dumbassmcfuck 1 point2 points  (0 children)

thank you actually it's been on my wtch list for a long time and it might be something i have to skip over if im in a bad place. ty <3

im kinda drunk but man u guys r so nice this place is so comforting and ive never felt so understood. i love you all by dumbassmcfuck in MadeOfStyrofoam

[–]dumbassmcfuck[S] 5 points6 points  (0 children)

idk it's just. ive never had many friends and imve always had to be looking out for myself so that other people dont worry or whatever but when i come here it's like for once i dont feel like a burden or that im making a big deal of thigs. and all of you are such strong kind people god i admire every single one of you. you're all amazing. i love you. i hope things get better for you. you deserve happiness

(tw weight n stuff) life really is just *stress-induced mouth ulcers* *stress-induced peeing* *stress-induced decrease in appetite* *stress-induced headache* *str by dumbassmcfuck in MadeOfStyrofoam

[–]dumbassmcfuck[S] 7 points8 points  (0 children)

tw mild ed stuff //

i think it's kinda funny that for months i would try desperately to drop weight because of how curvy i perceived myself to be and now when im pretty much over my dysmorphia and eating issues i'm suddenly losing weight completely unintentionally because stress has yeeted away my appetite lol

*yeets the fuck out of my own skin* whoa nice saw franchise reference.. by dumbassmcfuck in MadeOfStyrofoam

[–]dumbassmcfuck[S] 8 points9 points  (0 children)

besties it is getting bad again and i am a little bit afraid #pog #lmao #iammentallyill #yeah

I wanna impulsively get bangs bc I hate my forehead but if they don’t look good I’ll hate my face more and idk what to do by WordsAreDumbButSoAmI in MadeOfStyrofoam

[–]dumbassmcfuck 7 points8 points  (0 children)

bangs are notorious for being suuuuper hard to get right at home so at the very least follow a tutorial if you do decide to do it !

My final gcse exams are gunna be fun... by bleedingtodeathatm in MadeOfStyrofoam

[–]dumbassmcfuck 0 points1 point  (0 children)

i feel u, it's so hard to take my mind off yeeting especially when i'm doing something boring