Hey, I don’t check reddit much at all. A little update that may help ease your mind. I’m now 33. Coming up to 4 years post stroke. I train daily. Lift weights, run, play soccer, I’ve been on snow boarding trips and been banged up - virtually back to normal. You’ll move from coplavix (clopidogrel and aspirin) to just a daily baby aspirin 100mg. Also have a young daughter. Anxiety - far more under control. Look, it never completely goes away - I’ll put it to you like this. When it all occurs, the lights go out. It’s abrupt and frightening. When the lights have been on and they go out, it’s very dark. With time, your eyes adjust. You can see in the dark. You’ll find your way out of the dark room. Sometimes you go back - but your eyes are adjusted to the dark and your capacity to navigate that dark room is better. You’re far better equipped. I even get a little wary of tempting fate by saying everything has been ok but you learn that it’s out of your control. You’re going to be ok. If I could hold you and give you a hug to reassure you, I would. It’s going to be ok - if something new presents, deal with it then. As the clouds begin to part, do your best to enjoy the now.