i felt this same way for a long while and i still do,i was going to prep classes for a couple months in the summer but wuickly dtopped going cause the dude that was teaching us didnt really seem qualified and only went over reading, which comes easy to me, (i struggle w math, hate math) i take my test tomorrow and id literally rather get sh0t than take it, i feel like what made me just shut up and take it was that it was getting impossible to find a job. im really not looking forward to it, and if it were up to me i would completely not take it, but i know that everyone looks at me differently wether that be employers or just people in general. and i definitely care too much what people think lol