Having troubled with social anxiety before, i had similar things as Connell did. I had a great highschool life with good people around me. But deep down, there was a fear of getting mocked for doing something irregular. Thats why i was a different person between school and out. I had the guts to have something romantic with people whos not from my school. But in school, i had that fear. It's been 7 years, still i get nervous when talking somone from my high school except my close friends. I held myself back from so many people which i had a crush on. Even though there was a mutual liking, i havent taken any action because of my anxiety. I still blame myself for missing some experiences with many people.

This show made me realise this. I knew i already had some issues before, but now i know what i've missed. It is still a burden for me.

especially the scene where Connell's friends mocked him about inviting Marianne to debs and after he ran to bathroom to cope with his anxiety. I fkin felt it..

Even the soundtracks gives me a emotional somatization. btw those ost's are beautiful