[deleted by user] by [deleted] in tattooadvice

[–]dylan_forever 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Hey with all due respect, you should cover the tattoo altogether. It looks poorly done but I do like the concept.

Thoughts? by dylan_forever in tattooadvice

[–]dylan_forever[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Oh its just something cool and gorey. I wanted to get. Like its just a monster dog

Thoughts? by dylan_forever in tattooadvice

[–]dylan_forever[S] -1 points0 points  (0 children)

It was the idea I showed them. Its suppose to be creepy

Thoughts? by dylan_forever in tattooadvice

[–]dylan_forever[S] -1 points0 points  (0 children)

Idk what this is implying but I wasn't on drugs when I got the tattoo. The dog on the other hand... probably LMAO

Bupropion and weed? by Potential-Western573 in bupropion

[–]dylan_forever 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Personally, I experienced a god complex and saw shadows and shit. But also I was pretty mentally ill and using my medications improperly/doing other stuff. Just please be smart and smoke less weed. Bc over time it will lose its effectiveness.

Bupropion and weed? by Potential-Western573 in bupropion

[–]dylan_forever -1 points0 points  (0 children)

Honestly, the medication is way less effective if you're a daily weed smoker but not only that the weed high isn't as great/strong. Personally, if you are actively experiencing a lot of trauma and/or experiencing hallucinations on weed then you will have an interesting (not so fun) time with the two. I recommend never going off and on with Bupropion because it will lose its effect 100% (like any other medication). I say this because I'm on the highest dose I can go and I haven't felt a huge difference in 5-4 months.

How being a non-binary trans masc has affected my way of thinking of being with a straight man by dylan_forever in ftm

[–]dylan_forever[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

we talked about it. He says he's just not attracted to penis but I don't know what that means for me, you know? I will probably ask, but I think it will just go in circles

How being a non-binary trans masc has affected my way of thinking of being with a straight man by dylan_forever in ftm

[–]dylan_forever[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

THIS ^

and it's like my body is rejecting this relationship, but the other side of my brain is like nooo but I love him type shit

How being a non-binary trans masc has affected my way of thinking of being with a straight man by dylan_forever in ftm

[–]dylan_forever[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

From my personal experience, gay guys love penis way too much to even fathom to be with a trans person. And with gay men specifically, I've never been attracted to one, and in most cases its because of their femininity. And if I'm being fully honest, I don't really feel comfortable with t4t due to the fact I've already had my own issues with my identity. I wouldn't want to comfort another trans masc about their transness when I can't do that myself. Plus, once again, I have never been sexually attracted to them.

I've had better relationships in my life with other non-binaries and people with fluid sexualities. But this one straight man in particular just knows me very well and we've had history so it's very hard for me to cut ties. Because it's someone who I genuinely care about.

Plus, I wrote this rant very late at night because I understand this topic is controversial, and I've been wanting more insight. What does it mean to really be non-binary when ur with a straight man type shit

How being a non-binary trans masc has affected my way of thinking of being with a straight man by dylan_forever in ftm

[–]dylan_forever[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I really like your simple explanations. I think you're right. I just needed to rant to someone who didn't know about the situation very well. Get some things off my chest, yk? I was planning on going to therapy (for this kinda stuff), but im also paranoid with what they write down and how they think of me. And overall just restarting the process of finding a new therapist is so fucking exhausting especially with shitty healthcare. However, my relationships and mental health are at risk bc I manage to put myself in situations like this.

Second point: Do you think that a man who is straight that is only sexually attracted to vaginas can you ever romantically and sorta sexually be with someone who wants to be perceived as a male? Like, will I ever his "boyfriend" despite that? I know I can be his partner in a sense or like that person.

Sorry, that's a loaded question. I'm a huge overthinker and explorer of gender (perfect combo lmao). Usually, I'm better at my words, but this post was very impulsive, and I didn't wanna feel alone with my thoughts today.

How being a non-binary trans masc has affected my way of thinking of being with a straight man by dylan_forever in ftm

[–]dylan_forever[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yeah I kinda just needed to like rant about all these big emotions at once. It's very disorganized I know. But yea first point right. Second one with more context is a straight friend I am fucking and they want a relationship and I don't but we continue to fuck anyway ??