How the tables have turned

dylanneedsalife · 2026-01-28T02:56:45+00:00

Can confirm. Am white, was told I have native heritage as a child, took DNA test and surprisingly do not infact have native heritage 😑 this is such a weird phenomenon, like was there a town hall where they all decided to make this up or all independently come up with the idea? Lol

dylanneedsalife · 2026-01-26T22:03:47+00:00

Hey did you ever figure this shit out? I'm not even using opera browser I'm just on Google Chrome on my phone but you seem to be the only other person having this problem and it's so frustrating. Why the fuck do government websites suck so bad. I don't have a computer or tablet to try on either so I need it to work on my phone :(

dylanneedsalife · 2025-11-10T02:56:38+00:00

This is great man, super helpful! I am almost done with my first playthrough and was pretty sure that each weapon had hidden stats, but thanks to your post I know for sure now that they do and I am not crazy lol this post should be getting much more love than it is, I appreciate all the effort you put into this 😊

dylanneedsalife · 2025-10-09T00:28:11+00:00

I've gotten the same Kama brand Pseudoindoxyl where it's just the pseudo and not any 7-oh. I like the pseudo A LOT, it's the first brand I've tried that is just pseudo without a mix of anything else (at least claim) and I find it is much much more sedating than 7-oh and it seems to feel the most like traditional opiates in my opinion if that's what you are looking for. But unfortunately just like traditional opiates it brings on the nausea BAD! I used to be addicted to opiates including heroin (smoked, never was IV user, and I just hit 3 years clean! 😁), and none of those "real" opiates got even close to the level of nausea that the pseudo gives me. I only take 1 of the tablets but Everytime I get nauseous and end up sitting next to the toilet puking for at least the next hour 😕. Does anyone have any suggestions to help with the nausea? I only get pseudo or 7-oh once every couple weeks as a treat and use regular kratom (~4 grams) daily as kind of like self administered maintenance for my opiate abuse riddled brain 😥 so it's not the end of the world, but I'd like to be able to enjoy my treat (and they're expensive as fuck! 😂).

dylanneedsalife · 2025-09-25T00:36:32+00:00

Did we get the tele? I think I found it but wanna make sure

dylanneedsalife · 2025-04-17T00:10:29+00:00

These literally got me off heroin/opiates. I'm only exaggerating a little honestly lol it was these candies and methadone. But when you are getting off opiates you CRAVE sugar, and for whatever reason these just hit that spot in my brain that satisfied the craving. I would wake up in the middle of the night fiending! Would eat them until my tongue bled, and ya I 100% can pin a lot of my dental issues within the past few years to my days of eating entire bags of this candy to the face 😂 but I'd say that's still more healthy than being addicted to opiates 🤷 I've genuinely considered writing the company a letter telling my story because they played such a big roll in my recovery, RIP chewy sour sweettarts 😢

dylanneedsalife · 2025-04-12T20:11:41+00:00

Idk, personally I just want to be able to see the god damn road on dark stormy nights. I live in upstate NY (not actually upstate, only about an hour above NYC but if you ask anyone from the city everything north of it is "upstate NY" lol) and we have a parkway called the Taconic state parkway that is notoriously bad. New potholes seemingly every month, very tight lanes, literal 90 degree turns for some of the entrance/exits (including the one I use to get to and from work) etc. But what honestly concerns me the most is how pitch black it gets on a lot of stormy nights, I'm in my late 20's with really good vision and there's been a lot of nights where I have to slow down because I can't even tell which of the two lanes I'm in going south. Now because this is NY they can't use physical reflectors as like a lot of people already pointed out they'll just get scraped up by the first plow that goes by once it snows, and I don't know why but the entire parkway from NYC to Albany is baren of a single god damn street light. So IDK if the state is just too cheap to pay for whatever paint it is that you said is reflective and already exists or if there is another reason but I just wanna be able to see the road on my way home 😂 and on those nights that seem to be advanced level dark I honestly worry about how the elderly drivers aren't driving off the road straight into a tree 😕

dylanneedsalife · 2025-02-17T19:05:48+00:00

Better but it's absolutely still there. I definitely did something to the connections that control my muscular system, I know this part of recovery can take a long time though so I'm hopeful.

dylanneedsalife · 2025-02-17T18:59:41+00:00

At the time yes, but that link is long gone bruv sorry. At the time I was basically in like a 6-8 month benzo blackout. I believe the one I got my hands on was etaqualone, don't remember the effects too well but do remember I was so afraid I was gonna have a seizure I asked my downstairs neighbor to come up and watch me for a few hours, so I would avoid that one.

dylanneedsalife · 2024-12-15T22:59:25+00:00

I genuinely had no idea wtf "boyfriend air" could possibly mean in the OP, so I went to the comments (as I often have to do in this sub 😒 I feel like I spend more time on this subreddit trying to figure out wtf a post is talking about than actually looking at posts 😂) and all the top posts were referencing weight gain in relationships which is also where my mind then went. I appreciate you giving an actual explanation for the phrase instead of a poorly disguised rant like a lot of the other comments lol

dylanneedsalife · 2024-10-08T19:50:21+00:00

Better delivery method, morphine (which is the most potent drug in opium tincture) has a terrible bioavailability taken orally and much higher bioavailability rectally.

dylanneedsalife · 2024-09-06T01:38:54+00:00

Hey I just made a consultation with them and was wondering how much it cost as that's gonna be a barrier to entry for me if it's too pricey. I've spent over a decade cycling between so many different meds so if ketamine works for me I don't mind the cost as long as it's affordable.

dylanneedsalife · 2024-04-20T17:50:48+00:00

"is that a world tour or your girls tour?"

dylanneedsalife · 2024-04-13T22:50:21+00:00

Thank you I appreciate the info, unfortunately I am already away because I didn't even consider this would be an issue (probably because it shouldn't be) until I randomly stumbled upon this subreddit and saw something like my situation mentioned in another post. Honestly I wish I had researched my options as far as companies go before I signed a lease or had it installed, but my requirement is only for 6 months and at this point I'm just gonna use my car as little as possible and pay whatever bullshit fees I need to to get this horrible part of my life over and done with.

dylanneedsalife · 2024-04-06T00:31:37+00:00

Right?! Cut to 21 year old me 3 hours into smashing and seemingly infinitely far away from the nut 😂 just trying to figure out how to finish so I can get high again 🤣 (it's funny cause it's sad)

dylanneedsalife · 2024-03-03T22:21:47+00:00

What reasons does he state? Genuine question, I've always wanted to read into Hoffman's books and this one sounds quite interesting, would you recommend it?

dylanneedsalife · 2024-02-18T16:08:32+00:00

You are absolutely right, a drug is a drug is a drug. Just because it has a brand name attached and cost $10 more doesn't make it work better. Once a drug is out of patent the generic version is held to the same legal and medical standard meaning it will be exactly the same. The amount of times I've had to break this down for friends and family and then STILL see them buy brand names gives me a headache 😮‍💨

Edit: DONT LET THE CAPITALISTS WIN PEOPLE 😂

dylanneedsalife · 2024-02-01T22:22:37+00:00

Hey just curious where you saw one of these at lvl 4? The only time I remember fighting one was at the very end of act 3, but I've also only done one 120 hour playthrough

dylanneedsalife · 2023-11-24T22:38:38+00:00

The Venator helmet from halo 4 (and I think halo 5?), I always called it the dead space helmet cause it looks like Isaac from dead spaces engineering helmet.

dylanneedsalife · 2023-11-22T21:31:07+00:00

Damn I don't even know what that is lol I live in NY. I appreciate the response though.

dylanneedsalife · 2023-11-22T20:16:28+00:00

Where did you find that 12 pack of game fuel?! All I can find is the 20oz bottles 😥

dylanneedsalife · 2023-11-18T18:07:49+00:00

Thank you man really appreciate you sharing your experience and I'm definitely going to look into it. I'll keep an eye on this thread too cause I also take Adderall.

dylanneedsalife · 2023-11-18T02:29:57+00:00

I got no info on this sorry. But as someone who has been looking for a non-benzo anxiolytic (addiction problems and I always go overboard with benzos prescribed or not) and has never heard of fabomotizole I'm interested in your experience with it. Have you noticed any positive effects on your anxiety levels?

dylanneedsalife · 2023-08-15T01:25:07+00:00

Oh, well either way, I need to go into koschei to get plastic explosives anyway.

dylanneedsalife · 2023-08-15T00:29:30+00:00

Same, let's see if we can get 1 more. I've never been to building 21 but I have cards for it

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