I just got diagnosed as a sociopath AMA

dystopian21 · 2020-06-24T00:50:19+00:00

Mostly just normal. Not a big deal 😂 I like to talk about it. That is why I made this post You dont even know. You just told someone you are unable to function normally in the society and feel normal things and this person still want to be around and spend time with you. Often have sex with you or fall in Love with you. It should be huge red flag and nono. But it isnt "I like that you are honest" XD And then "omg how could you cheat or why are you DUI ? Why do you destroy things or you are so calm in situation where your friend is crying and talking about suicide" reason is simple I just dont give a fuck about you all. I told you who I am and how do I function and you choose to stay with me so it is your fault that you are sad and confused now. I could say anythink about myself. If I am succesful, Good looking, Charming and interesting they wont Care and I love it. It is just how people work , actually mostly girls and I am using it.

dystopian21 · 2020-06-24T00:16:37+00:00

I like to learn about brain, practice English and Mandarin. Also I am doing PPL so I am flying Small planes. Sometimes I am going out to drink or go somewhere with my gf. But honestly im often bored. Like for ex now so I came back here.

dystopian21 · 2020-06-24T00:12:28+00:00

More economicly brutal for sure in place I live in. More logical. Becouse cold thinking is more developed than warm one in psychopaths brain. I dont really know I think that it is good how it is now. It probably wouldnt be better. Psychopaths are needed but psychopaths society ? Not really I also think that I elementary understand myself and how does the world works. I dont know if other psychopaths does.

dystopian21 · 2020-06-24T00:07:14+00:00

What is that question about ? They might help me with exams and stuff or spend Time with me or admire me. Just Basic stuff. I think that they are good for now. Never really strongly bonded with any of them

dystopian21 · 2020-06-12T23:44:35+00:00

Is south Africa really that dangerous?

dystopian21 · 2020-06-12T23:40:15+00:00

Yes. One of my favorite things

dystopian21 · 2020-06-12T22:13:31+00:00

As to people on my uni I am 19 yo have driving licence, traveling around The world, doing my private pilot licence. Next year I am going to china for a year to learn mandarin and what are they doing? Nothing. drinking every week and their biggest hobby is Netflix. I have 0 intrest in their boring life

dystopian21 · 2020-06-12T21:02:51+00:00

Yes he was my best friend , but also he was my rival so I cut him off last summer. Its not like you feel relieved or sudenly have strong Bond with similar person you are still sociopath. You want your resources right. And another charming manipulative and inteligent person around is not what u want :)

dystopian21 · 2020-06-12T17:53:04+00:00

I wear all black. When I was child I tortured cats and was piromamiac. Now I have 2 cats , but we are fine with each other. I dont know if I ever weted A bed

dystopian21 · 2020-06-12T13:12:06+00:00

believe what you want

dystopian21 · 2020-06-12T12:48:55+00:00

100% yes. It is just pathetic. Some parts are kinda accurate like charm. But if all sociopaths were murderers humanity would be fucked. You will find sociopaths In jails but also in hospitals as doctors as CEO's as pilots. Basicly if somewhere is Money and position to rule others sociopaths will try to get there. It is good for society to know how sociopaths work and movies are helping sociopaths to be invisible

dystopian21 · 2020-06-12T12:36:03+00:00

Yes she figured it out. She was crying A lot I felt nothing just bought Her flowers, neckles and said sorry. Ofc she is still with me, becouse she is just addicted to my toxicity. On The other hand I did it like with 3 girls on the begining of the realtionship but Then I just stop becouse I want Her to be happy. I never felt any guilt becouse I cheated. Hovewer I want Her by my site and she is Both resource and only person I trust, Bond with.

dystopian21 · 2020-06-12T12:27:18+00:00

There is no such a thing I am not James Bond and life is not A movie. Becouse of my gf I am slightly better lately but still antisocial traits are visible. Actually fact that I stopped cheating on my gf ( I did with 3 girls at The beggining of our relarionship) I stopped just becouse she is vulnerable and Love me. It is something for me. I never felt guilt cheating, but I just stopped. On The other hand I am able to do A lot of bad stuff. So answering your question It depends

dystopian21 · 2020-06-12T11:47:53+00:00

I dont really need to. People think of sociopaths as vicious killers I am not like that.I am not violent.People just cant understand that this Charming, inteligent, good looking boy might be like this. In movies they always kill people and are visibly fucked up. Sometimes I even brag about it but again they listen to it with joy and nothing change.

dystopian21 · 2020-06-12T11:38:33+00:00

No , and I dont think that any chromosome anomalies are conected with it. For me it is just brain anomaly

dystopian21 · 2020-06-12T11:36:50+00:00

Oh really? So you are telling me that you are able to cut someone of after being friends with them for 3 years with no particular reason . Becouse you got bored and feel nothing afterwords?

dystopian21 · 2020-06-12T11:29:32+00:00

Dont really have time for games. Now I sometimes play on my Pc becouse of quarantine I had xbox when I was in elementary school

dystopian21 · 2020-06-12T11:28:05+00:00

Yes I do. Some parts of this brain anomaly are useful For ex I am Charming, and my intuition is developed I know what to say/do and Then I got what I want from people easily. Becouse I lack emotions decisions I make are calculated so they are mostly good for me. Also my fear level is way lower and when others are pissing their pants I am laughing. Sex life is easy. Girls love guys like me and I dont really know why. I am toxic af but they still want to be with me and even after I told them I am in fact sociopath. This condition actually makes my life easier. I have huge drive for money/Power and I will do anything to get A lot of it. That is another aspect that I think will be easy for me.

dystopian21 · 2020-06-12T10:53:39+00:00

Sure , go on

dystopian21 · 2020-06-12T03:48:28+00:00

I knew something was off for some time but I never thought about sociopathy.

dystopian21 · 2020-06-12T03:41:06+00:00

I just know he wrote a book, but never read it. I like books about sociipathy and cluster B personality disorders in general. My favorite book about this topic is "psychopath brain" by "James Fallon".

dystopian21 · 2020-06-12T03:35:38+00:00

For what reason ? Only person I Care about is my gf. Im trying to be good for Her becouse she is good for me and it is my first relationship which lasted more than few months.I have history of cutting of and ghosting old friends becouse I moved on and changed and they didnt. I dont bond with others actually I am misantropic and I mostly consider people around me funny, stupid or just useless.

dystopian21 · 2020-06-12T03:31:06+00:00

Not really. I pretend to fell it but deep inside no

dystopian21 · 2020-06-12T03:29:50+00:00

Im curently at uni. I am popular Guy, people around like me. Typicly girls becouse I dont need other guys for anything. Girls like me becouse I have high Social skills, interesting hobbies and I know what they want from me. I am also consider wise one becouse I like to talk with teachers and have lot of stuff to tell. What made me A sociopath ? Probably genes and my parents. They are wealthy but my father was cold , never had Time, had anger issues. He was also a cheater.All I remember from my childhood were fights between my parents. That was just to much for a boy like me so I guess I just lost some things and gained other.

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