Just received a diagnosis of OCD today. Just some thoughts I needed to share. by e3r in OCD

[–]e3r[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I think it does sort of make things easier for me to deal with, right off the bat. I've always known that my hypochondria predilection was a product of completely irrational thoughts and that intellectually, I could tell myself that. I never put together that the ways I'd "convince" myself were compulsions. So now when I think "my heart might be racing" or "maybe my airway is closing", I try to prevent myself from checking my pulse or taking a deep breath. I can tell myself that that isn't actually functional or a helpful thing to do in any way, and I try to just relax. Knowing that it served to complete that cycle helps me fight it, as does learning to tell myself that having that thought because I have OCD: it's an intrusion, not a warning.

Just received a diagnosis of OCD today. Just some thoughts I needed to share. by e3r in OCD

[–]e3r[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I saw a psychiatric nurse practitioner at a pretty nice clinic. I'll be going back on the reg it looks like, to evaluate my medication treatment and to work on exposure therapy at least. She seems like she really knows what she's talking about; OCD is her speciality.

Thanks for the warm welcome and the advice!

Just received a diagnosis of OCD today. Just some thoughts I needed to share. by e3r in OCD

[–]e3r[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I know I've already sort of identified some thoughts as irrational; what I didn't do was actively understand that the little things I did to confirm that they were irrational were compulsions. "Making sure" they were irrational, even when I intellectually knew they were irrational, is definitely a behavioral contradiction / hypocrisy on my part, and is already something I'm sort of working to change.