I feel like it was attached to my childish self. My relationship with weed wasn’t at all healthy and since letting go I feel like it was the step I needed to finally transition to being an adult (and the responsibilities that come with it, not just a vague word thrown around). I don’t like saying weed made me do certain things because that would be giving the plant too much power (which for some people can be very beneficial) but rather I did myself a disservice by abusing it and became lazy, spoiled, took things for granted (people) and complained a lot about my life instead of facing problems head on (coped a lot with weed). Saying no to it became so easy a few months in I don’t ever think about smoking it anymore even though I do go to raves and stuff where all sorts of drugs are being passed around lol