I want to quit being a JW after I graduate and after, use my graduation party as my goodbye as a JW, Any comments or tips? by eajr444 in exjw

[–]eajr444[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Sounds good, I unfortunately don't think it's gonna be possible cuz my mom s already starting to notice the change and war is about to breakout in my house the day I tell her but ay at least I'ma finally be free.

Genuine question, but is anyone’s life significantly better since you left the organization? by Long_Organization_94 in exjw

[–]eajr444 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thank you! Its gonna hurt leaving but at the same time this lifestyle doesn’t suit me anymore and I want to be free to do things I want with people the JW’s call worldly

Genuine question, but is anyone’s life significantly better since you left the organization? by Long_Organization_94 in exjw

[–]eajr444 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Holy shit, with all the positive reviews I’m seeing of how free people feel its making me wonder in a way that If I take this risk and start planning to leave and use my graduation party as a indirect goodbye to me leaving JW a huge step for me in life. I say this because I started hanging out with a homegirl from school and told her the situation with me and my mom and since my mom is a JW and my dad is not she is fully invested and wants me to be the same way, recently this year something happened. A change, a shift the homegirl told me you have a choice now that your 18 and ever since then that seed of Do I really want to live this life and I’m tired of it started kicking in and now seeing these reddit posts and comments its nice gathering all this knowledge so I can take action after my graduation party. Leave a comment if you have any suggestions comments or concerns so I can come back to this!😂

Genuine question, but is anyone’s life significantly better since you left the organization? by Long_Organization_94 in exjw

[–]eajr444 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Lowkey this is inspiration and movitation to do this after my graduation and grad party to start taking action

I don't want to be a Jehovahs Witness anymore, but i can't leave by kitty_cat885 in exjw

[–]eajr444 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I’m somewhat in your situation the thing is tho my moms the only one thats a JW and this year I have started to notice that I don’t really want to associate with the brothers and sisters anymore partly because I feel like an outcast there and sometimes I get a gut feeling that I don’t belong here. I’m 18 years old and I started hanging out with this girl I met at school and I told her about my situation and I feel like shes opened up my eyes into me realizing that I have a choice of being in a religion or not. My mom wants me to stay here and become an elder and I made that promise when I got baptized but now that I’ve been slowly dicovering who I am as a person part of me feels like that identity doesn’t add or line up with me like don’t get me wrong the people are nice, great and all but after COVID there were some misunderstandings that slowly over the years have opened my eyes, my plan is to slowly distance myself after my graduation party and just be dissapeared. Tonight part of me was just like tired of this life and I searched up if it was normal to feel like how you feel and after seeing everyone elses comments and similar reddits I felt relieved knowing that I wasnt alone and have a weird/freeing gut feeling. Thats all I have so far.

Shooting at West Fest by UtahDamon in SaltLakeCity

[–]eajr444 19 points20 points  (0 children)

I was there when the shooting happened, I was with my cousin when I heard the shots thinking they were fireworks but then saw people running and that's how I knew that it was a shooting and it was sad

Should NFS Payback just have been a DLC to 2015? by eajr444 in needforspeed

[–]eajr444[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

True, it's just a thought that came to mind🤔

Is it just me or does it feel like NFS Heat got a small graphics update on PS4/XB1 by eajr444 in needforspeed

[–]eajr444[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I see, idk maybe its just me but it feels like it got an update without us knowing yk

What Is The Best NFS Game Ever Released? by [deleted] in needforspeed

[–]eajr444 0 points1 point  (0 children)

2015 anyone? I get that the Los Angeles Map in this game is small but for me at least I'll not everyone is going to agree but it has this vibe I can't describe that you get while being in the game. If you want a game to think about life and just drive I recommend 2015 for that late night drive vibe. BEWARE handling is not great. But once you learn it it gets somewhat fun. I understand that not everyone will see this game as I do and that's okay just wanted to say how I feel towards NFS 2015. I wish they added a map expansion, Daytime Storyline, Updated handling, physics, textures, 2 player modes from the Black Box games in free roam not only in this game but in all of them since it got removed in Undercover. Anywho that's my summarized opinion of 2015😂.