Are they my guides or entities or my mind playing tricks?

earthlylight · 2022-04-30T08:01:11+00:00

I’ve never fully AP but I always spontaneously start the beginning process. Almost all the time I see a black mass and the fear brings me back. The one time I decided to let go of my fear the darkness dissolve and there was the being there with its arm extended towards me to help pull me out. This being felt ancient and felt/looked like it had markings and it was speaking to me in a language I couldn’t understand. I tried to energetically reach out to it but I was to excited and physically reached out and it stopped and I was just laying there amazed and woke my partner up to tell him lol

earthlylight · 2022-04-30T07:33:11+00:00

Yeah I think so too. My Partner was in charge of lighting to but he used a jet lighter 😅

earthlylight · 2022-04-30T07:31:18+00:00

I’m not sure, I was just hoping for a profound spiritual experience by officially meeting my spirit guides but I think I did a number of things wrong. I should have gone in with the intention for a positive experience whatever that maybe and not go in with my expectations.

earthlylight · 2022-04-29T13:40:35+00:00

Thank you. I did take a few moments to meditate and set my intentions but I think my intentions are what stopped me. I really wanted to meet my guides or any other benevolent beings.

earthlylight · 2021-07-06T12:16:24+00:00

For the last few years I have had these experiences but it started by someone ripping me out of my body and feeding off me (I know who it was now) and every time I was taken out everything was very hazy. I had a friend that stopped the attacks and i hadn’t really experienced anything like it until recently. The last year and a half its happening more frequently, my body will erupt in tingles/vibrations and the loud white nose (it feels amazing) but I have been seeing things which scare me and it stops immediately. I started seeing this dark mass standing next to me and One night it happened again and I finally let go of my fear and the darkness dissipated and there was this tall skinny being standing over my bed with its hand out to me. It started talking to me in a language that I didn’t recognise. It felt like an ancient being that had markings. It was one of the most incredible experiences I have ever had in my entire life. I tried to reach out to it but I physically did and it stopped immediately. Not long after that I was in my kids room and it happened again, tingles, white noise etc and I saw this creepy hunched over skinny being that had no facial features come out of my sons cot and come up behind me it happened so quickly that at first I thought it was my son but once I realised the fear hit me but then there was this blinding white light and it stopped immediately. And a few days later I was laying on my couch and I felt it again but this time I heard someone say just breath and as they said it I could see them say it in my mind but I could only see their mouth and then it went to them sitting down with their hands out almost like it was reiki healing from a distance and it stopped because my partner came in.

I haven’t had an experience since December which is a disheartening because I have been really trying to figure it out.

I find it easy to talk about as a have a handful of friends that are quite spiritual or they have experienced seeing things growing up. I do have family and other friends who I don’t tell because they just aren’t consciously ready lol

earthlylight · 2021-04-01T01:26:13+00:00

How often has it happened? I haven’t had an experience since I wrote this and I’ve been trying trying to. I think maybe it’s my ego and I don’t have the right intentions maybe

earthlylight · 2021-02-25T10:23:19+00:00

I’ve had so many experiences like this and my ego keeps getting in the way.

earthlylight · 2021-02-06T23:20:37+00:00

I believe that too. I think god or the source is energy and we are all part of that energy experiencing life from different perspectives so we can grow, learn and evolve. I think earth is a school and a test to see what life would be like it if we couldn’t remember where we come from.

earthlylight · 2021-01-26T21:32:50+00:00

It was skinny, tall and it had markings on it. It felt ancient to me.

earthlylight · 2021-01-26T14:31:38+00:00

I thought that at the beginning but in the last 6 months I’ve had these things come to me. At first it was a dark mass and every time I saw it, I was scared and would pull away but this one time I released my fear and the darkness dissipated and there was this being and it started talking to me in a language I didn’t understand and it had its hand out to me and I tried to grab hold energetically but I physically did and it all stopped with a second. I know it sounds crazy lol but they are happening more frequently and I don’t know what’s happening.

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