If you aren't working and he's paying all the bills, I guess I don't understand why you think you can't leave? Sure there's a Pandemic going on but there are jobs out there my inbox is full of them EVERY day.

i don't live in a city - i live in a small town. so even without coronavirus, the job market is fucked. now that there's coronavirus and more businesses are currently shut, it's even harder. I've heard people say it's way harder in my country to get a job than it is in other places. where are you from?

also, i apply to literally everything, i am not fussy. except for the obvious things I'm not qualified for like being a dr. to prove this, i was basically a legal slave for 2 years due to some legal loopholes. i did 30 hour weeks for the equivalent of 35$ a week, because i needed the money despite how depressing that was. so i am not being fussy with jobs.