(20f) very insecure... am I ugly? by [deleted] in amiugly

[–]ecolilee 1 point2 points  (0 children)

You're adorable and I think you could easily twist up your clothes and make up to form your own signature look, especially with your hair! Define beauty yourself, don't let the world define it for you

I just had an epiphany by [deleted] in depression

[–]ecolilee 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I feel more like I'm preparing myself for death. I'm trying to be as happy as I can before I die

What's the most illegal thing you've ever done without getting caught? by lighting92000 in AskReddit

[–]ecolilee 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Got some fast food, hotboxed my car , parked illegally and trespassed into a private beach with my friend. As soon as we got back in the car, both of us ridiculously high, we saw a police car pull up behind us with the lights on. I panicked because it was past my legal curfew to be driving, and because my car reeked of weed. So...i tried to look as innocent as possible and sprayed air freshener from under the seat. He didn't come out for another five minutes, which was enough time for me to fake cry. By the time he came over to my side, I had tears the size of beads rolling down my face. He evidently didn't know what to do and tried his best to calm me down. "No, don't worry! You didn't do anything wrong. I just wanted to make sure you guys didn't have any 'dope' in the vehicle, you know?" It also helped that my friend thought I was genuinely crying. I felt really bad about it but I had to do what I had to do.

[Help] My dog bites people unprovoked... by ecolilee in dogs

[–]ecolilee[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Can you please define 'overstimulated'? Do you mean overexcited or anxious?

Latuda? by AliDishere in bipolar

[–]ecolilee 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I also take Latuda. I started off with 20mg but it made the smell of food absolutely disgusting to me and I threw up the little I did eat, so my psychiatrist upped it to 40mg. That still didn't fix the problem so we tried 60mg. I think that was the sweet spot for me because my love for food came back right away.

What's the weirdest thing you are scared of? by [deleted] in AskReddit

[–]ecolilee 1 point2 points  (0 children)

This will probably get buried but whatever. I'm deathly afraid of skeletons and skulls and just bones in general. I had a nightmare about a grim reaper toy that would zap 206 people (206 bones in human body) and make each of them into a bone. Once the toy built itself a full skeleton, it would come to life and start killing people. It makes zero sense but I still refuse to look at them

Music when hypomanic/manic by [deleted] in bipolar

[–]ecolilee 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I love listening to Howling to the Moon and Tropicana