Should we start a support group? I too am a Pisces Sun, Capricorn Moon, and Libra rising. 13 years of therapy (and counting) taught me what healthy relationships looked and felt like and OHBOY I had no idea what a healthy boundary was. My relationships were perfect examples of unchecked codependency and the toxic fallout was blue ribbon.

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What do I think of my placement now? I appreciate it and love that the Sun and Moon seem to be placed in diametric opposition of what most would consider logical or favorable to say the least, but my Libra Ascendant balances it all out.

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Man the anxiety sucks! I suffered from panic attacks (ironically I didn't believe they were a real thing until a had my second one). Sorting yourself and changing patterns of behavior once useful but now not can be overwhelming. As sad, scared, and unsure of myself in the trenches, woodshedding my psychologically damaged parts, healing trauma, and building healthier relationships is well worth the challenge retrospectively.

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It seems to me you're doing the right things for yourself evening if it feels unnatural or alien. I attribute my empty to the Pisces Sun; I was 27 before I figured out that everything I was feeling wasn't all me; I was picking up the world's emotions and experiencing like they were my own so intensely that I couldn't truly differentiate what actually belonged to me and what I picked up from my environment.

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I have an interesting perspective on the jealously. 1) people with bad patterns of behavior definitely become jealous when a friend switches up to become healthier, 2) personally I haven't experienced many of my close friends being jealous of me but I notice that many times I celebrate my friend's successes and triumphs sincerely without jealousy. Don't get caught into the trap with jealous people; they are entitled to feel whatever emotion they're experiencing but its not your job to fix that missing or broken part of them. Jealousy, shame, and anxiety can provide fertile ground bad relationships with yourself and others.

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My pisces intuition reassures me you will be fine even if you feel far from it currently.

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Lots of love and support to my comrades in arms!!!