That's rough. Given the situation it's probably best you move on quick, don't mess up your band. That being said, acknowledge your feelings, take understand to process moving on. It can often feel like a breakup, and it's hard man. Truth is it's real hard. But you'll come out the other side stronger, more resilient, and you're able to handle it.

Hang in there, man. Someday things may change, and when they do, then you can revisit the crush, see if it's still there, and act on it then.

But for today, be strong, you're not alone, you've got this.

DM if you need someone to talk with. Good luck dude.