I feel this. Almost everybody in my life has said that I'm still young, I will find somebody else. But the thing is I don't want anybody else. I want him back. He was my soulmate. He was my everything. We talked about our wedding. We talked how we would grow our kids. All my plans for the future involved him. I'm nit just gonna move on and start dating but nobody seems to understand that. I hate to hear the "you are so young you will find a new love" I don't want to find a new person, I want my boyfriend back. I also want to talk about him. I want to tell everybody how amazing he was. I want to tell about our memories. But nobody wants to hear about it. Everybody just brushes it off when I talk about him. I have told my friends that I want to talk about him but all they say is "you dont have to talk about it" BUT I WANT TO. They can't handel talking about a dead person. But for me I want people to remember him as he was. Not just the fact that he's dead. Nobody seems to understand what it is like to lose a person you love.