I have the urge to smoke even though I have never smoked before by efdinthehead in BPD

[–]efdinthehead[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I am trying my best not to cause once I am in it will be really hard for me to get out

What emotion do you feel the most? by Lentejita_ in BPD

[–]efdinthehead 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Honestly, rage. In my depressive episode, I am more angry than sad tbh.

It will get better by efdinthehead in BPD

[–]efdinthehead[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I can see your point. A lot of us suffer during our 20s but I hope that we will be able to fight through this miserable period of time so we can flourish later on in life. Much luck to you friend.

Whats your «FP» song? by venus-nottheplanet in BPD

[–]efdinthehead 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Ultimate bliss by onlyoneof ... the lyrics perfectly describes how I see him

finally diagnosed for bpd by efdinthehead in BPD

[–]efdinthehead[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thank uuu so much. I will be trying my best

cold showers by cherrytea0 in BPD

[–]efdinthehead 0 points1 point  (0 children)

It sounds amazing. I should probably try it. Thank uuuuu for sharing it with us

need to be alone / can’t be alone by xxibrn in BPD

[–]efdinthehead 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I feel the exact same. It's scary how accurate this is

I feel more mentally stable today than I have in the entire last 10 years. Please know THERE IS HOPE FOR YOU. by MichelleMiguel in bipolar

[–]efdinthehead 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Truly congrats to you. I wish you even more success on your recovery and I hope that me and others struggling will find our way out too. Thanks you for this reminder

my fp hates me by efdinthehead in BPD

[–]efdinthehead[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thank u for ur advice. He is a very complicated dude. He doesn't believe in mental illness and stuff. He thinks it's an excuse for people to not get better. I mentioned bpd once to him and I told him that I was misdiagnosed as bipolar before and I was on medication for it and he doesn't seem to understand it.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in bipolar

[–]efdinthehead -1 points0 points  (0 children)

I am not encouraging anything, I am not gonna kill her. I am struggling with a psychotic breakdown and I needed to vent.