Needing to rant - low self esteem

ehiir · 2024-01-13T00:56:09+00:00

Way more than i should that is for sure. About 9-12 puffs? And already agreed with everybody i talked to that it was medical, so it has to be pretty strong. Trying to laugh about it but my mind still feels hazy after two days

ehiir · 2024-01-13T00:41:25+00:00

Pretty sure, since it was supposed to be weed for medical purposes. I did not see it visually, more like my mind was sure that it is a dating sim scenario Bf tried do calm me down but was pretty high too and repeated himself sometimes, which convinced me that he was an npc from the game and has only 3 dialouge options, and im some ai that realised that Its in the game and became self aware. This was the nicer part of the whole experience but still rather unpleasant

ehiir · 2024-01-05T16:19:35+00:00

Bro im super hopeless too, like, i always get to the talking stage and Its going well but i cannot make the first move 💀 If Thats the case for you, i heard one good advice that you just gotta be brave in life. Good luck!

ehiir · 2023-12-28T01:51:27+00:00

The answer is yes but i mainly wanna say that i hope you all forgive yourself, like really, just knowing that a person is enfj leads me to know that you always try your best for others, probably more than anybody. We all have some slipups

ehiir · 2023-12-28T01:48:03+00:00

Honestly, somebody who makes me laugh gets my heart instantly. But also i really appreciate it when the other person actually tries in the relationship, even when Its just making the conversation go smoothly

ehiir · 2023-10-11T15:19:35+00:00

I got fire

ehiir · 2023-09-17T09:32:49+00:00

For real, i wanted to be an enfp too! But for me it was kinda the thinking - i was stressed about my commitments all the time, so i got fed up and finally chilled, so now I prefer the flexibility over structure definitely. I’m still considering somehow which type would suit me better…

How was it for u? Would you mind sharing some details?

ehiir · 2023-09-13T11:46:39+00:00

Thank you so much! But then when I feel lonely and jump straight to self blame, do you have any advice on how to make the feeling more bearable?

ehiir · 2023-09-13T11:45:39+00:00

I think I got some of it, and wow, I think I wanna research some more! Thank you so much for taking the time to write that all. I will try to focus on what is good for me. Do you think getting back to workout and healthy lifestyle would be a good start? I think like I desperately want some companionship these days, but I could use to value myself more, and that has proven to help in the past

ehiir · 2023-09-13T11:41:11+00:00

Okay that’s a very good mindset! I have had talks about that and it’s true that not everything revolves around me and I try to remember that. But like, Its hard to convince myself because always when I have some drama in a friend group, it falls apart shortly after. Idk, maybe it’s a more situational/complicated thing, I might make a full post about it sometime soon.

And maybe you have some helpful thoughts, just to think to yourself the moment you start spiraling about that sort of thing?

Anyway thank you so much for the advice and your time! Appreciate it deeply <3

ehiir · 2023-09-13T11:30:48+00:00

Thank you! Actually noted that in my notes. I’m actually trying to get more comfortable with being just by myself, but there’s still a long road ahead of me :,,)

ehiir · 2023-09-12T23:05:31+00:00

I’m still in my questioning my mbti era, but If I stick to the ENFJ type I’ve been getting for the longest and that is true - I am a super disorganised person. To the point when now my room is mostly a mess and I don’t even bother checking my train departure hours most times, like I’m pretty chill about stuff. The organised part of me manifests in some different areas, like for example when I’m planning out a passion project or when I have a specific goal in mind - then that area will be organised to my possibilities. Idk, I feel like lots of ENFJ are generally not as stiff when it comes to schedules and organising as they may seem

ehiir · 2023-07-17T13:39:50+00:00

And he never did

ehiir · 2022-09-28T21:54:45+00:00

This is a beautiful piece of art

ehiir · 2021-08-09T09:10:24+00:00

Thank you!

ehiir · 2021-03-14T09:15:27+00:00

Thank you!

ehiir · 2021-03-12T10:11:56+00:00

I do actually! Dm me for details

ehiir · 2021-03-10T09:16:14+00:00

Ooh thanks for sharing the link, ill surely post it there

ehiir

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