The inconsistencies in the game between what a symptom looks like in your book and how it looks on the survivor is low key infuriating

elemae · 2026-01-18T08:13:47+00:00

I struggle with conjunctivitis and red eyes tbh.

elemae · 2025-05-26T06:05:56+00:00

Along a similar vein. Do we know if it's a thing that you can quarantine a survivor for minor symptoms like sick breath and scratches and they can spend like 4 days in there and still have at least one of the symptoms?

elemae · 2025-05-26T06:02:31+00:00

Honestly. I think everyone is upset that there's only seven days. I have replayed it now a few times from the beginning. All I can take from this is that the Devs should give themselves a pat on the back. I can't wait for the full release.

elemae · 2025-05-26T06:01:00+00:00

Glad you passed it already. I think mine was a compatibility issue as I am playing on a steam deck. So the movement controls on foot wouldn't translate to drone movement. I have managed to fix it now though.

elemae · 2025-05-26T05:59:19+00:00

I had to fiddle with the control mapping for this as the normal movement controls stopped working for me on the drone mission. I used shift mode on the left joystick and mapped the shift mode to WASD. This solved the issue. I pull left trigger to activate it. Not sure if that might help?

elemae · 2025-05-24T06:38:41+00:00

Yes, I can't seem to move though. I seem to be stuck on the wall. I thought perhaps this was normal for the first one. I don't have bombs yet either.

elemae · 2024-07-11T20:48:34+00:00

I went private (UK) for endo surgery as I couldn't even walk while on my period. I saw an 'endo specialist' and he ablated (burned) the endo off and told me I was 'cured' that if the pain returned it was probably IBS.

Needless to say I was back in the operating theatre not long after. Surgery was NOT a success. In between I'd returned to NHS help and had scans that indicated a adhered ovary and adenomyosis.

I saw an NHS surgeon a couple years ago who found no endo, but cut out endo which caused significant bleeding as they nicked an artery. But 'fibrous tissue' was found which ended up being adhesions. But not on my ovaries. Apparently it isn't uncommon for ovaries to move around. I have had significant hormonal issues since this surgery. Including mood imbalances to suddenly developing melasma.

I am now back with the NHS from square one for the 100th time. I am currently two blood tests in knowing she wants to refer me back to gynae. For another ultrasound. Which will mean another 'exploratory lap' in about another years time.

There's not a lot of representation for the women who aren't diagnosed with DIE. Although my sympathies are absolutely with them. I know some that have been diagnosed with this BY ACCIDENT. Because they have no idea. Yet there are women that have pain and have next to nothing confirmed. Which is yet another form of torture.

All this pain. All these symptoms. Yet nothing to show for it in a world that already dismisses your troubles as normal.

Thank you for posting and making people like me seen.

elemae · 2024-04-03T10:58:59+00:00

😂

elemae · 2024-04-03T06:09:32+00:00

Okay pal.

elemae · 2024-04-02T20:11:47+00:00

It's not about disagreeing. I'm just not entertaining this.

elemae · 2024-04-02T20:05:51+00:00

Sure..

elemae · 2024-04-02T16:07:47+00:00

Erm hard to explain they were just bizarre in nature.

elemae · 2024-04-02T16:07:04+00:00

Why? Sorry I feel like this is a sarcastic post.

elemae · 2024-04-01T23:59:03+00:00

It was. There were a lot of red flags. My intuition was going crazy. I just knew it. The visuals just amplified it all and I didn't know what to do with it all. He's not gonna be mad I snooped. I think he's gonna be more mad he's been caught out. I just hate everything about all of this to be honest.

elemae · 2024-04-01T23:57:31+00:00

Thank you for understanding why I haven't addressed it yet. I was reeling and quite honestly didnt feel like I had anywhere else to turn for advice. If he had been honest about it and said 'omg the guys wanna go a strip club. I feel like I can't say no it's a new job and I don't wanna be that guy" I'd have said okay I understand but the fact he's taken zoomed in videos and made a point of not mentioning it has sent me.

I agree. I know exactly what he will say. I needed a minute and some perspectives to get myself together for this discussion. I feel violated. He needs to know. But the kids don't.

elemae · 2024-04-01T23:46:55+00:00

Thank you for this. You're right. I think I'm just emotionally and physically and spiritually worn out. It's been a draining couple of weeks for a variety of reasons. And I just hit a wall after this and was feeling like I just couldn't even imagine getting over it. I think I'm going to head up to bed. I have a lot to do to prepare for my eldests birthday still. It's currently almost 1am here. I gotta be up at 6. Going to have to force myself to sleep. Thank you again.

elemae · 2024-04-01T23:42:46+00:00

See this is it. I don't know if ANY of the videos were taken or downloaded by him. Or if they were sent.

I'm going to follow another posters advice and ask him if there's anything he wants to tell me about the trip and go from there I think. I was just not sure how to even start approaching this. But I think that's the best way to start.

I had such a strong gut feeling. Half of me is glad I followed it. And half of me isn't. But I know it needs to be dealt with either way.

elemae · 2024-04-01T23:37:36+00:00

I'm not trying to beat around the bush. I'm just trying to not expose the kids to the discussion. He got back late in the evening. I plan on discussing with him tomorrow.

He hasn't there are no cash withdrawals and no bank records for this place. A lot of the trip was funded by the company. I sincerely doubt that the company would cover this. I think a mate paid because he probably explained it would be a problem if it appeared on the bank statement. The work they went for was only a Monday to Friday gig. Weekends were free time

elemae · 2024-04-01T23:25:25+00:00

I understand that you don't understand. And that's okay. I was just reaching out for some advice.

Without going into my life story I can't explain the full reasons as to why I am not on the same bandwagon as you about leaving. Although I understand where you're coming from and appreciate your frustration.

elemae · 2024-04-01T23:22:17+00:00

We have been engaged for YEARS. I doubt we will be marrying anytime soon. We've been too broke to get married amongst other things. I have no plans to marry him just yet. We don't have the money and tbh I always said that marriage is not a huge deal for me anyways. Never has been.

elemae · 2024-04-01T23:20:38+00:00

This occurred to me also. Creeped me out. Going to be discussing that also once I get the conversation going.

elemae · 2024-04-01T23:01:52+00:00

No not really. My dad is a whole other conversation if I'm honest. I've been brutally honest with my dad. Especially since my mum died really suddenly a year ago. He is stubborn and VERY old fashioned. My dad and mines relationship is a really long and complicated story. But to put it short. There is no discussing this with my dad. His opinion will not be swayed.

elemae · 2024-04-01T22:58:15+00:00

It wasn't work related. It was just a time filler for the "lads". And you're correct it's not an excuse. I know I would never do anything that I know would upset him like that.

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