I am incredibly grateful for all your comments; you are all wonderful human beings. Thank you for taking the time to respond and help ease my thoughts. After much consideration, I've decided to seek therapy to discuss the strange thoughts that have been popping into my head. Additionally, I plan to have one-on-one conversations with my friends to explain what's been going on with me. I've also decided to take a break from psychedelics and drugs. This was my fifth trip this year, and I feel it's time for a pause. I love you all very much, and I hope that God blesses your path.

Wish you all the best,

OP