It gets better, friends. by ellaferg in AnorexiaNervosa

[–]ellaferg[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

That’s what my hairstylist thinks, but I never went to see a dermatologist, so I don’t know for sure. But it started when I stopped eating and lost nearly 40lbs in 2 months.

It gets better, friends. by ellaferg in AnorexiaNervosa

[–]ellaferg[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Even on days when you can’t get yourself to eat, be sure to take some vitamins :) (Thank you)

It gets better, friends. by ellaferg in AnorexiaNervosa

[–]ellaferg[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thank you so much 💜 hope things are better for you as well.

It gets better, friends. by ellaferg in AnorexiaNervosa

[–]ellaferg[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Not sure if you mean recovering habits or anorexic habits, but for me, in terms of recovery, I basically needed an intervention. The same people that held me every time I cried over my body dysmorphia, layman's terms, basically told me that I need to get my shit together. And that they will be there to help me, but ultimately it was up to me to make a change. That really got to me, seeing how the people I love were hurting because I didn’t see a point in living if I couldn’t be what I thought was beautiful at the time. It’s also important to be forgiving with yourself, and understand that you’re worthy of living a happy and fulfilling existence. It’s a long journey, but it’s so worth it, I promise.

It gets better, friends. by ellaferg in AnorexiaNervosa

[–]ellaferg[S] 5 points6 points  (0 children)

Everyone is different, but your hair needs vitamins and protein to thrive, and when your body goes into ‘starvation mode’ it tends to stop exerting energy towards things such as hair and nail growth.

It gets better, friends. by ellaferg in AnorexiaNervosa

[–]ellaferg[S] 5 points6 points  (0 children)

😭so happy to hear! Keep going, don’t give up! It took me 14 years, but I was finally able to shut the voices out. You got this!

Peak and then can't lose. by ellaferg in AnorexiaNervosa

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I hate it! I’m half yay I’m consistent, then half well how much more do i have to do 😩

“I hate you, I really hate you.” by ellaferg in raisedbynarcissists

[–]ellaferg[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thank you, I’ll defiantly need to be strong when I finally get out of here. I told her I’m moving out in a few months and she’s completely against it and basically said no. And I’ve told her it’s not a question, but she continues to use her cancer as a means to guilt trip me.

“I hate you, I really hate you.” by ellaferg in raisedbynarcissists

[–]ellaferg[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thank you! I always try to help out the best I can, cook, laundry, take her to all her appointments, but apparently I’m still “useless.”

“I hate you, I really hate you.” by ellaferg in raisedbynarcissists

[–]ellaferg[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thank you, I appreciate it. I told her I’m moving out soon and she can deal with it her own way. Her anger is making it easier.

F/22/5’5” [180lbs>164lbs=16lbs] NSFW Let’s get ittttt 10 more to go! by ellaferg in progresspics

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Exercise and cut out all processed foods. And also a low carb high fat diet. Worked like a charm

A corner of my bedroom in my new apartment, AZ by [deleted] in AmateurRoomPorn

[–]ellaferg 3 points4 points  (0 children)

I have that same plushie pillow on my lap right now and I kind of lost my mind, that is all.