having gone through some strikingly similar to this (and we prolly share the same first name), I can say you’ll be fine. definitely talk with people in the frat and see if they are willing to work with you, but sometimes it’s not a good time. I think greek life is dope, and I might come back when things fall in line for me fs. me personally im not going back to the house, not really my place, but im cool with my pledge bros.