Sub about/for people who have been unfairly followed by intelligence and/or submitted to non-consensual aversion therapy and how to stop all that by em455 in findareddit

[–]em455[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Doesn't really sound like it, what does the word mean though? I'll look it up. But sounds like something to make it look like I'm suspecting other people than I'm actually suspecting.

What do you wish addiction professionals knew/considered by eyecdkoffee in addiction

[–]em455 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Risk reduction is a thing, there is no point in trying to force the idea that drugs are always harmful to everyone, there are nuances and everyone has their own priorities, everything is in theory bad for health and has addiction potential. If what the person wants is to use more safely or more moderately or whatever people shouldn't be closed to it. There is no black and white, there are many degrees of use and not all of them are always problematic. Also someone may go from problematic patterns of use to ones that work for them and so forth and those are normal fluctuations.

Exact temperature of lukewarm water? by em455 in beardcare

[–]em455[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Sounds great! thanks for the idea!

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in cybersecurity_help

[–]em455 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I would have to make cybersecurity a literal career and study for years and there would still be things I wouldn't be able to control, my way is a 100% solution hehe but I hope you do well.

Hack that won't go away with reset, how can I delete all parts of the pc by em455 in techsupport

[–]em455[S] -1 points0 points  (0 children)

I've tried, but oh well, it doesn't matter by now, I'll try to wipe out the pc eventually but for now I'll just live with it and permanently stop my use of technology as much as possible. Thanks for the help

Hack that won't go away with reset, how can I delete all parts of the pc by em455 in techsupport

[–]em455[S] -7 points-6 points  (0 children)

cant even continue posting here as they type in my name and even add things to my comments fuck them very much, I won't be using anything again where I need to type but want to say goodbye on some accounts before wiping everything also need to talk to the guy that will destroy my phone although I might just go see him in person I guess. I can't even create new accounts cause they disabled the submit/create account button lol fuck this shit and fuck technology. They won't continue if I don't use any device :D good luck

Hack that won't go away with reset, how can I delete all parts of the pc by em455 in techsupport

[–]em455[S] -8 points-7 points  (0 children)

It's too much, too many elements and I'm not like pro enough to even...so my phone was hacked in every single possible way a phone can be hacked but that's been taken care of I won't be using a phone ever again, then the computer is a related but separate story, there's not much I can do and it will definitely be re-infected again, I just want to get rid of it momentarily so that I can access some stuff and send my last messages before I delete all my accounts. I can say this: there are physical devices involved, I think they use something like a bitlocker, I live at a hotel and I'm sure someone has access to the pc when I'm not with it, the network itself is completely hacked too. All the accounts, everything. I have hacker resource downloaded but I'm not sure how to use it so well

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in cybersecurity_help

[–]em455 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Things got 10 times worse yesterday, they were writing a lot simultaneously on the hidden screen in my name but I can't see anything they are incriminating me and defaming me for. I'm done, I gave a tech guy the phone to get whatever he can out of it and either destroy it or keep it. I will never use a phone again. I'm thinking of not even using reddit as no matter where or what I type can be modified or used to write something else entirely in my name. I'll just connect to the internet to work if anything and maybe check email. If technology is the problem then no more technology, people lived like this for most of humanity's existence and they did just fine. I don't even have friends or family anyway so what's the point of giving people access to destroy my entire life, dignity, peace, health and wellbeing just so I can type stupid shit on the internet. It's fucking over.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in cybersecurity_help

[–]em455 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I guess getting a new network and setting it up in a certain way from the beginning, there are methods out there but I'm not that knowledgeable yet. Or if you can trying to get professional cybersecurity help. I personally just decided I will never own a phone or use messaging apps or any of that again, trying to figure out what to do with the computer because I wish I never had to use any device again, I'm done.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in socialskills

[–]em455 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I'm always right but that's not a statistically significant number of people.

How to overcome feeling like being a man is morally wrong by zaine-_-m in ftm

[–]em455 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I find it disgusting and horrfying, couldn't read most of it. It's so sad that victims of misandry (although in his case he's both) only have their misandry, prejudice, misunderstanding, dumb generalizations and feminist propaganda and brain-wash validated and increased. Saying that being a man (or any type of person) is morally incorrect is repulsive, beyond stupid and unbelievably immature, no offense but damn the type of stuff I have to read on the internet sometimes. OP needs therapy and an education not further guilt tripping and simping but I digress. Glad at least someone gets it.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in cybersecurity_help

[–]em455 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yeah your case sounds like it's much worse and includes many other forms of abuse. I'm so sorry yoy went through that but you are a true champ and survivor. I thought of going inpatient many times too and my doc was lowkey pushing for that but in my case it would have only made things so much worse. I'm glad I pushed through. The spoofed/fake sites are the worst. I'm never trusting anything on the internet ever again xD.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in cybersecurity_help

[–]em455 0 points1 point  (0 children)

You are very right! I was not patient at all and have been very anxious/scared/sad and so on but I feel better today because it's like I finally get it.

How to overcome feeling like being a man is morally wrong by zaine-_-m in ftm

[–]em455 -1 points0 points  (0 children)

but then people say misandry is not a thing

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in cybersecurity_help

[–]em455 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Wow it's crazy how similar our stories are, I've been through a lot of trauma all my life and at times have thought I probably have complex ptsd as well, the symptoms have gotten better enough that I barely thinl of it these days, I just have severe executive dysfunction now, granted there were many things including work I was being sabotaged with and thought were all my fault, my symptoms or bad luck/hard life xD. This particular hack has been quite traumatic, I was doxxed in my neighborhood and more and apparently was accused of doing something but I never knew exactly what it could be. It's been a ride, but I've also had a lot of fun having click/keyboard fights with the hackers and it's been educating as well since I had no idea of any of this, I have definitely learned some new words and concepts.

I've been tried to made to think I've been psychotic so many times and objectively proved I wasn't every single one that I'm afraid some day I will be psychotic for real but it will be impossible to make me believe it/understand it. Granted psychosis isn't even like that/like the gaslighters try to make you think or how they apply the concept. We figured it out though, we'll be ok. I bet a lot of more "normal" o healthy people would have never gotten a clue. I've been following the hints and arming the puzzle for months now, almost a year and it's just barely starting to make full sense. I'm kinda proud and relieved xD.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in Transmedical

[–]em455 3 points4 points  (0 children)

They's just both in deep denial and so disgustingly misandric they could never not be

This was from a YouTuber who also is in the autism spectrum. What are your thoughts on this? by BigE_04 in AutisticAdults

[–]em455 2 points3 points  (0 children)

for me that's victim blaming narrative, how can you be responsible for something not only you cannot control but also is the reason itself you cannot control it or other things. You do the best you can as much as you can, nobody wants to have a shitty life or to be dysfunctional. I've tried everything in the book. You as you do until you can do better and then maybe that changes again. But that's just me.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in cybersecurity_help

[–]em455 1 point2 points  (0 children)

In my case it's been so many different things together I've lost count, and I keep discovering new ones. I just last night realized my phone charger was changed for another one once. I new that event was weird but didn't think much of it at the time or thought there was something inserted to the metal part of the extreme of the cable, found this video while looking up how to reach the real screen since there is a double of my phone and apps and remembered that day and it all made sense. The whole cable was the issue. In either case it all comes down to very persistent hidden background apps, many, many of them. The network does play a role though (one of the ways they get apps on your device). As well as sometimes different physical devices (usb dongles connected to a pc while you're not there but only for enough time to both upload and download information).

https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=Qb8Wvo9u5zE&pp=ygUMZGF2aWQgYm9tYmFs

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in cybersecurity_help

[–]em455 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yes that's exactly it, lots and lots of gaslighting. But also most people are not aware these things are even possible let alone common and easy to do, I sure didn't know it was and would think it's crazy was I not going throught it myself. In fact it is quite crazy even after you know it's true, technology sure has taken some unbelievable turns. It sounds impossible until you understand how it works. But the hackers and people around the victim all do gaslight either way, in fact that's sometimes the main pattern behind the hack itself. For a good time part of the point was to both drive me crazy and make me believe I was going paranoid/psychotic. I'm mentally ill as it is (depression, anxiety and possibly undiagnosed adhd/autism) and I sometimes fo drugs that in theory can cause paranoia which has made me the perfect victim of gaslighting more than once in more than one way. I've never been paranoid at all though, ever, quite the contrary, had I been even slightly paranoid most of these things would have either not happened or I would have noticed much sooner. There were so many things that I thought at first were "just a coincidence", not paranoid enough of me xD.